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Sunday, August 21, 2005
::~waD a fUn cLuBbiNg daE~::
hahahaz.. yesterdae i had fun.. meet up with sharon to go cHiNa bLaCk.. we oso met gordon.. gordon's hairstyle was veri nice yesterdae.. he so ke lianz.. drank alot while waiting for us to go up find him.. hmmm.. but the crowd wasn't tat nice yesterdae.. but den horz.. i saw quite a number of guys with dimples.. i gpt tis craze over guys with dimples.. hahahaz.. can faint arz.. xD i finally get to drink fLamiNg LamBoRgiNi(should b correct spelling lahz..) at cHiNa bLacK yesterdae le.. shared with gordon.. was a little scare cos veri long nv drink le.. hahahaz.. the person made quite a big cup for us sia.. go a shock.. value for money man.. =P actually wanted to drink using a small straw de.. but the person said.." what?? u guys gonna drink this using a small straw?? use the big straw lah..!!".. so we changed to a big straw lorz.. hahahaz.. yummyz~~ but surprisingly, the kick wasn't realli tat obvious yesterdae.. perhaps is bcos i onli drank a little of beer n tat flaming lamborgini yesterdae bahz.. all i can sae is i had fun.. wen i took NR 5 hOmE, guess wad.. i saw my sec sch senior, peter.. wad a surprise seeing him.. was rather shock sia.. hmmm.. today i spent my dae watching tv n sleeping.. cos was alone at hOmE mahz.. i scare of closets so dun dare to enter the room too much.. xD didn't realli eat today so got gastric pain againz~ haiz~~ sob-sobz~ (->.<-) suan le.. tat's abt it.. ciaoz pple.. will update more stuff soon.. =)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, August 20, 2005
::~haVinG fUn? nOpEz~~::
haiz~~ another dae has jus passed lidat.. i'll b going out to club later... hope tat i can jus relax myself.. i feel like drinking tonight.. cos i'm not in a good mood.. haiz~~ dunnoe y sia.. jus hope everything goes my way tonight.. guess i realli need some one to take carez of mi le.. i'm like still living in the boulevard of broken dreamz.. haiz~~ although i feel wad i'm feeling now.. but i noe i can't sae anithing.. i dun wanna risk losing anithing now.. haiz~~ but as time passes, i feel like i'm realli slipping away.. depressed once again.. i realli dunnoe wad i'm tinking.. i might seem happy to u.. but u wun noe how i'm feeling inside.. cos i'm still hiding in an empty searching for tat some one who will allow mi to open my heart once again.. i jus havta act strong.. geez~~ how i wish tis week i can at least be happy for 1 dae n there's onli 1 way to do it.. btw, my holidaes started le.. whether i'm able to enjoy a not i'm still unsure.. tat's all abt it.. ciaoz~~ (->.<-)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~uNtittLeD~::
i'm now super addicted to this song.. so here i m posting the lyrics of it.. its soooooo nice~~~ xD
but i'm kinda sad after listening to this song though.. dun understand.. haiz~~
..::..SiMpLe pLan - uNtittLeD..::..
I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, August 18, 2005
::~reLieVeD daE~::
hahahahaz.. its been so long ever since i last blog.. hmmm.. been veri veri busy with my EM project these few daes lorz.. finally completed 60% of it.. the next 40% would be done in september.. luckily our presentation went on totally fine.. hmmm.. yupz..with so much effort from the whole group, of cos we;ll do well lahz.. =) nth interesting happened these few daes... except tat i'm busy with school stuff.. today finally can go training le.. but i was rather sad lahz.. haiz~~ not gonna mention y lahz.. no point aniwae.. haiz~~ tml still got OA CA lehz.. haiz~~ haven even started on it arz.. die le lorz.. gonna go study le lahz.. but of cos after my jue dui superstar lahz.. heez~~ dunnoe who'll win sia.. tml is a friday.. realli hope i'll b able to have some fun.. haiz~~ aniwae.. i'll stop here le.. tataz~~ *i-miz-him...~* =P
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, August 14, 2005
::~a LoneLy daE~::
hmmm.. yesterdae actually going to tOwn to pass sharon the invites to zouk de.. but in the end, she told mi not to go.. cos veri troublesome for mi.. but i'm already out of the house.. so went over to teLok bLanGa there to meet xiu mei n kwok leong(broomstick).. hahahahaz... have a little fun chatting away.. long time nv c him le.. went to tHe cHeEsE pRata sHoP at paSiR paNjaNg tO have pratas n continue chatting.. i updated him on my past closed chapter of my life.. n yesterdae didn't spend a single cent sia.. cos kwok leong treated us.. hahahahaz.. pple got pay le mahz.. heez~~ today i was so lonely at hOme.. yupz.. stayed whole dae at hOme.. wanted to go watch "sky flowers" aka fireworks de.. but too lazy le.. so stayed hOme to do my project n upload photos into my friendster lorz.. chatted quite alot on msn oso.. i dunnoe y since young i have a phobia of closets.. scare tat mayb something might jus jump out n eat mi up.. haiz~~ today alone some more.. make mi more scare arz.. sobz~~ mi so ke lianz today.. ate maggie mee for dinner.. (->.<-) mei ban fa lahz.. mama n papa not hOme so i havta eat alone.. cos nobody at hOme.. i finally finished my part of my EM project.. hope tat tml can start compiling all the stuff together.. pray hard nothing goes wrong.. tml still got sChOoL.. surf a little bit more den go sleep le.. ciaoz~~ hmmm.. i tink i'm starting to fall for someone le.. y does everything happen so fast.. i noe how i feel towards him now.. how i wish i can tell him how i realli feel abt him now.. u r the one hu managed to impress mi.. but.. perhaps its jus too soon to do anithing yet.. let time tell mi wad to do bahz~~ (->.<-) *fading awayz without u..*
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, August 13, 2005
::~a bOriNg satUrdaE~::
hmmm.. woke up a little early today.. cos need to go do project with andrew, jing n shuang.. i was once again late.. dunnoe wad happened.. haiz~~ treated andrew n shuang drinks to bu chang them.. sori worz~~ hmmm.. yesterdae i reached hOme at 4+am.. cos watched movie mahz.. in the end, we watched at pLaza siNgapUra.. cos ciNeLeisuRe no more seats le.. yesterdae first time go out with zikai sia.. hahahaz.. was a nice guy.. we played arcade oso.. play the photohunt thingy.. i'm like so lousy at it sia.. haiz~~ suan le.. after tat, bought popcorn, drink n ice-cream to eat n chat chat before the movie starts.. land of the dead was nice.. gross enough.. gross until eat le watch confirm will vomit de.. hahahaz.. i was so cold inside the theater.. stupid mi.. forgot to bring my sweater.. after movie, we took cab hOme le lorz.. he sent mi hOme first.. awww~~ how sweet rite.. heez~~ =P back to my EM project.. after much discussions today, we r almost done le.. pray hard will finish it in time.. later meeting sharon in tOwn to pass her the zOuk invites.. first time i wun b going lehz.. cos no mood to club todae.. wonder y sia.. haiz~~ after passing her the invites, i dunnoe wad else to do le.. c whether later got pple wan to pei mi a not le lorz.. haiz~~ tat's abt it~~ hmmm.. i tink my heart is starting to have some feelings again le.. after abt half a year, its starting to beat again.. hmmm.. let time bring abt everything bahz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, August 12, 2005
::~LonG tiMe nO bLoG~::
hmmm.. its been 2 daes ever since i last blog.. i watched the movie the maid le.. not bad lahz... quite nice.. i like.. heez~~ today is finally a friday le.. can go out.. actually dunnoe hu to go out with de.. in the end decided to go watch movie with zikai.. watching land of the dead at ciNeLeisUre tonight.. pray hard will still have tickets bahz.. hmmm.. nowadaes keep rushing my EM project.. doubt will blog often le.. too stress n busy.. haiz~~ go rest a while first.. tataz~` (^-^)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
::~LooKiNg fOrwaRd~::
hahahahaz.. yesterdae went to zOuk with sharon.. was so fun sia.. got guest DJ lehz.. tat DJ is veri pro arz.. makes the music so nice.. had lots of fun there.. hahahaz.. so happy~~ hmmm.. realli dunnoe wad else to sae le.. gonna go out of the house le.. cos meeting the vball palz to watch the maid.. after tat go watch fireworks.. weez~~ ciaoz~ btw.. happy 40th birthdae to singapore.. =)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, August 07, 2005
::~a cOupLe oF bOriNg daEs~::
haiz.. believe it a not, i've spent my most boring weekend at hOme.. read on~~
===== @ 5 aUgUst 2005 =====
hmmm.. today i had my PR CA.. was rather easy tat is if got study lahz.. but i didn't study so i tink i wun do well lorz.. haiz~~ jus pray hard i can managed i pass can le.. after sChOoL went hOme n i fell asleep.. was almost late for my second final theory lesson at BBDC.. luckily i took a cab there.. but my frend was late.. so we counldn't attend tat lesson together lorz.. saw lin shuang at BBDC.. so we walk over to buKit gOmbaK mRt statiOn to meet andrew.. after tat went to jUrOng pOiNt to walk walk.. walk a while le den i went to xiU mEi's hOuse to transfer stuff.. haiz~~ my lousy com can't do the job so have to use xiu mei's com lorz.. thanx ya.. chatted a bit le den i went hOme le lorz.. tat's all for todae.. =)
===== 6 aUgUst 2005 =====
haiz~~ imagine its a saturdae n i'm at hOme at tis type of timing(11.49pm) blogging.. mostly, i should b out of my house de.. but todae was jus too lazy to leave my house.. some more nobody decide where to go so i didn't bother to go out le lorz.. haiz.. dunnoe wad to do.. go listen to my relatives talk suan le.. haiz~~~ (->.<-)
===== 7 aUgUst 2005 =====
finally i'm out of the house today.. but i onli went to LianG cOurt's kiNokUniya to collect my comics.. n guess wad.. i thot i'll b alone but i saw wei da there oso.. so at least got somebody pei mi le.. after collecting, we went to the supermarket to walk walk den oso went to eat mac oso.. after tat, we took 143 hOme lorz.. lucky got wei da arz.. if not confirm super bored on the journey hOme de.. tml still havta wake up early to go sChOoL for the national dae thingy.. ciaoz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
::~cOnfUsEd~::
hmmm.. i'll jus blog 2 daes into tis entry..
===== @ 2 aUgUst 2005 =====
hmmm.. finally went to sChOoL today.. nothing interesting.. sharon came to sChOoL to take her cert today.. so happy to c her.. durga came with her oso.. long time nv c her oso lehz.. hahahaz.. after tat, they went to tiong barhu plaza to watch movie while i go over to LavaNdeR there to collect my IC.. finally it's ready.. hahahaz.. wasted money.. cos my old one was being found.. arghz~~ nvm.. may tat person who took my old IC, hands rot arz..~~~!! after collecting IC, i went back to the LavaNdEr mRt statioN to wait for xiu mei.. i missed the train tat she ask mi to board.. hahahaz... blur mi.. we went hOme le den went to giNza to rent comics n study.. i studied a little lorz.. wasn't in the mood to study though.. friday is my PR CA le lehz.. i'm a good for nothing student arz.. haiz~~
===== @ 3 aUgUst 2005 =====
today is still the same lorz.. went to sChOoL as usual.. after sChOoL went hOme to take a short nap.. cos got my veri first final theory lesson at BBDC.. i was almost late arz.. but reached on time.. phew~ hmmm.. the lesson is not easy as i tink arz.. so confusing.. mus work harder!!~~ oso got watch part of the jue dui superstar jus now.. their singing veri good.. i'll b waiting for their results tml night.. hahahaz.. gonna go le.. tml still got lessons.. ciaoz~ (^-^)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, August 01, 2005
::~a sUpEr siaNz daE~::
haiz.. today woke up with a running nose so woke up quite earli to go cLemeNti poLy cLiniC take MC.. cos without MC, mr chin confirm going to sae mi dunnoe until like wad again lorz.. haiz.. spent the whole dae at hOme.. rotting away doing almost nothing.. haiz~~ yesterdae reached hOme late cos celebrate apple's birthdae.. went to eSpLanaDe there to eat.. i saw DXO.. mus try out next time.. hmmm.. after eating, we went to the performing area to chat chat.. chat until talk abt ghost stories... until everyone oso dun dare to go hOme.. including mi.. hahahaz.. my house there ulu ulu mahz.. can't help it.. den went to aPpLe's gRanDma's hOusE.. around 3+am, her daddy send all of us hOme lorz... hmmm.. tat's abt it.. =)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz