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Sunday, September 25, 2005
::~LonG timE diDn't bLog aGaiN..~::
hmmm.. long long time nv blog le.. been realli busy nowadaes.. so now i'll jus blog the wad happened for the passed few daes..
..::~Monday=19 sEptenmbeR 2005~::..
hmmm.. today nth much happened lorz.. went to sChOoL den after tat went hOme to take a short nap.. jus woke up onli.. later going pubbing with my cousins.. weez~~ first time going pubbing with them lehz.. hope it'll b fun.. gonna go prepare le.. cannot late arz.. cos cousin coming to drive mi to the pub.. hahahaz.. =)
..::~tUesDay=20 sEptEmbeR 2005~::..
hmmmm.. today managed to wake up for sChOoL without a hang-over.. yesterdae went to dUxtOn bLuE(puB) at tanjOnG pagaR there to drink.. guess wad.. we opened 4 bottles of chivas lehz.. alot lehz.. i oso drank others.. i recommand bailys n rum lime.. heez~ veri nice lorz.. i prefer bailys.. a drink whoch consists of alcohol n choco milk.. hahaz.. yummyz~~ tat's all for today..
..::~wEdneSdaY=21 sEptEmber 2005~::..
hmmm.. today nth much happened.. went to bEdoK to play vball with my frends.. enjoyed it lotz.. hahaz.. been thinking lotz abt stuff nowadaes.. haiz~~
..::tHuRsdaY=22 sEptEmbeR 2005~::..
today is my event day.. realli praying hard tat nth goes wrong.. but still... haiz~~ unexpected things still happened.. pathetic.. haiz~~ after the event, went for training but didn't realli play cos didn't bring training clothes.. after tat went to IMM to eat dinner..
..::fRidaY=23 sEptEmbeR 2005~::..
hmmm.. today after sChOoL had a short discussion on our project.. after tat chiong hOme to get ready to meet charlene to go siMei caMpus to watch bball match.. after tat went to play vball lorz.. hmmm.. had fun as usual.. but of cos some unhappy stuff still happens... yupz.. dun understand y nowadaes i'm feeling so unhappy.. for 3 weeks le lehz.. haiz~~
..::satUrdaY=24 sEptEmbeR 2005~::..
today went to sEntOsa with my vball palz.. was alrite onli lorz.. saw charlene n zhi rong there oso.. going to seNtOsa brings up unhappy memories again.. haiz~~ later meeting mavia to go LiqUid rOom.. hope i'll enjoy myself..
..::sUndaY=25 sEpteMbeR 2005~::..
hmmm. went to juRonG pOinT this early afternoon to meet shuang, andrew n jing to do project.. as usual.. i'm late.. haiz.. after project, meet ade to go qUeEnswaY buy some stuff.. after shopping a little, went to IMM to have our dinner.. we oso meet dong yang(number 9) there.. hahaz.. he lent mi his 1 GB memory SD card lehz.. thanx a bunch.. hahaz.. can tale lotz of photos at hOnG kOng le.. btw, did i mention, i flying off to hOnG kOng tml.. yeah man~~~ confirm will enjoy de.. shop, eat, shop, eat.. heez~~ tat's all.. gonna go catch some sleep le.. ciaoz~~ will miz all my frends de.. (^____^)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, September 18, 2005
::~LatE hOuR bLoggiNg aGaiN~::
hmmm.. so late le n i'm still blogging.. reason is cos i jus finish my OA project onli.. so sway sia.. the whole file cannot open so havta redo lorz.. luckily i still remember how to do arz..
yesterdae i did enjoyed myself.. went to so many places.. at first wanted to go zOuk / pHutUre.. i lend my ezlink card to charlene le.. but still scare she can't get in.. some more yesterdae the bouncer was extra strict on checking the ICs.. mayb is bcos its the last nite before the renovation bahz.. so in the end didn'e go lorz.. risky mahz.. dun wanna risk being black-listed.. charlene called rick n his frends to check out whether they are clubbing a not.. so in the end we headed to mUsiC uNdeRgRounD (MU).. didn't go before so wanted to try out lorz.. but charlene made some mistakes while we r getting through the bouncer.. so she's the onli 1 left who can't get in.. so no choice lorz.. change venue again.. change to the maSteR oF sOunD (MOS).. oso another risky place sia.. tis time, rick got caught.. haiz~~ i was lucky sia.. almost got caught oso.. cos my ezlink card with charlene mahz.. how can 2 pple use cards with the same name n IC number.. hahahaz.. we were lucky... so i accompanied rick to the 16 year old area lorz.. hmmm.. since i oso dun realli have the mood to club le mahz.. drink quite a bit oso.. there were fights n of cos some "interesting" stuff happened oso.. but still i had fun lahz.. after clubbing, went to ciNeLeisuRe to eat.. den take train hOme.. so tired..
den jus now woke up early cos going out with my daughter ade.. n again some stuff happened n ade was so disappointed.. haiz.. poor ger.. nvm.. i curse tat person for u.. hahaz.. we chatted n chatted den went to surf the net at some cOmiC sHop.. den dong yang (number 9) came to meet us for dinner at jUrOng eaSt lorz.. after dinner, he sent mi hOme..
i'm like so confused now.. should i wait.. is tat promise for real.. i noe i can't fall ani deeper.. but.. haiz~~ dunnoe wad to do sia.. i understand the current situation.. should i stay away from u.. or let nature take its course.. haiz..
i had a fling n i simply can't believe tat my fling was u..
*..LivinG iN thE bOuLevaRd oF bRokeN dReaMs..*
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, September 17, 2005
::~a satUrdaE aGaiN~::
hmmm.. here i m blogging before i head of to zOuk / pHutUre tonite.. jus came back from sEntOsa.. had fun today though.. was a little red after playing in the sun for some time.. jus hope my skin can take it lorz.. i tink later can save my blusher le.. cos my face is red enough le.. hahahaz.. hmmm.. still dunnoe whether charlene can get into zOuk / pHutUre later a not.. scare sia.. hmmm.. pray hard bahz.. gonna go prepare le.. meeting up with charlene n jamie soon.. tataz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, September 16, 2005
::~meaNingLesS~::
today my mood is like so foul.. in a realli bad mood.. weird stuff had been happening.. suan le.. met apple n jamie after sChOoL.. went to eat at S11.. after tat, they came to my house first cos i wan to change my clothes before heading to bEdOk there to play vball.. after changing n chatting a little, went off to meet shu yi on the train n off to bEdOk arEa to play vball with some new frends.. hmmm.. enjoyed myself.. at least i can vent my anger on the ball.. i notice someone.. he resembles someone tat causes mi to take a big notice of him.. hmmm.. mayb i tink too much le lahz.. hahahaz.. after playing, went to bEdOk intErcHaNgE theRe dE maC to eat a little before heading hOme with my frends lorz.. hmmm.. veri tired le.. go sleep liaoz.. aniwae, thanx to jamie n apple for staying my side today.. realli needed it lotz gers.. thanx a bunch... =)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~saDz n wOrRiEd~::
haiz.. here i m blogging again at this odd hour of the dae.. reason is cos i still can't sleep.. perhaps i'm still tinking of unwanted stuff bahz.. wad's happening man.. head realli going to burst le.. omg~~ so many mixed feelings inside mi.. sad, unhappy, worried, empty hearted, confused, heart-pain...blah, blah, blah.. so many negative feelings inside mi.. so many whys filled my head.. haiz.. somebody jus lead mi out of tis maze bahz.. i'm realli sick n tired of it le.. i jus miz the old daes.. no conflicts no nothing.. onli true frends by my side.. things r different now.. miz so many pple n things.. memories r flooding back making mi depressed all over again.. jus hope i'm strong enough not to cry n do stupid things.. i tried hard to forget.. but.. haiz.. jus feel so depressed.. how i wish i can find my real laughter n smile back again.. so tired of crying.. haiz~~~
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
::~tiReDz~::
hmmm.. surprisingly at tis type of time i'm still at hOme blogging away.. yupz.. i didn't go to sChOoL today again.. reason.. cos yesterdae too tired to do my OA project so tis morning skipped lessons to do it lorz.. so from the moment i woke up, finish brushing my teeth, started staring the computer screen to do the project.. eyes pain pain now.. haiz~ i'm jus stupid.. n blur n slow.. argh!!~~ (->.<-) yesterdae oso chatted on the phone for a little while with apple.. i told apple some "wad ifs".. she sae if tat happens, i'll b scolded by alot of pple sia.. hahaz.. doubt it will happen oso.. unless its realli fated lorz.. if it's fated, no matter how bad, it will still come back to mi de.. let fate decide bahz.. i'm beginning to worry for some pple around mi.. alot of baddy baddy things r happening againz.. hmmm.. havta go pray pray le lahz.. hmmm.. memories r flooding back.. i can't cry at all.. cos its stupid to cry for those things.. mus b strong.. i jus feel so lost now.. lost in everything.. wad's happening.. haiz~~ i realli looked forward to the weekend.. going to drink to help mi forget.. best still if i can forget everything.. who can lead mi back to the lighted path again.. omg~ haiz~~ simply living in the boulevard of broken dreams.. gotta go prepare for sChOoL later le.. eating lunch at cLeMeNti maRket with jing first before going to sChOoL.. hungry sia~~ will update soon bahz.. pple whom i care for around mi, pls take good carez of urself..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
::~notHiNg tO saE Le..~::
hmmm.. today as usual.. i didn;t go for class in the morning.. class was dismissed early today too.. after school, went to tamaN jUrOng there to find jing together with su, xian n nick.. after tat, went to niCk's nEw hOusE.. bought cup noodles to eat oso.. jia ming oso came.. they played mahjong n i fa dai lorz.. hahaz.. after su left, a little bit more of mahjong, n off we go to watch movie using the com le.. watch the show bug me not..not bad lahz.. funny n lame lorz.. i was half asleep throughput the show.. all except for jing fell asleep.. haiz~~ after tat, nick drove us all the way to the eaSt arEa to eat.. first time sit the car he drove oso.. hahaz.. eat , drink n chatted a little before he send us hOme lorz.. thanz for the ride home man.. appreciate it.. okz lahz.. going to sleep le.. ciaoz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, September 12, 2005
::~haiz~~~~::
moody-swings r back again.. omg~~ wad's happening man.. haiz~~ yesterdae wen i finshed my project, went to watch herbie at bUgiS with zikai n his frend.. the show was nice sia.. den went to eat billy-bombers.. such a big serving sia.. so full.. enjoyed myself though.. hmmm.. today alot of stings happened sia.. dun mention betta.. hmmm.. benjamin oso came to meet mi for dinner.. he's shifting house le.. to the east side some more.. so far~~ nvm.. at least get to eat dinner with him b4 he shift.. i enjoyed myself too.. but still so many things r on my mind now.. i jus keep thinking n thinking.. head going to burst le.. haiz~~~ tml got sChOoL.. havta sleep le..
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
::~2 cLuBbiNg daEs~::
hmmm.. been clubbing these few daes.. nth to do so club lorz.. veri havoc horz.. hahaz.. went to zOuk on friday.. n LiquiD rOoM on saturday.. haiz.. but seriously speaking, i'm in no mood to clud nowadaes.. mood veri bad oso.. dunnoe y.. always feel like crying out.. but havta control myself.. so i kept hiding lorz.. haiz~~ wad is happening to mi sia.. haiz~~ both the clubbing places r fun.. but i had no fun.. cos of my stupid moody-swings.. argh~~ suan le.. not enough sleep sia.. later still going to jUrOnG pOiNt maC to do the toopid project.. reached hOmE late so slept onli 3+hrs.. so tired sia.. haiz~~ gonna go le.. ciaoz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, September 09, 2005
::~goiNg tO bE aNotHeR zOuK nitE~::
haiz.. finally feel like blogging le.. hasn't been feeling well yesterdae.. hmmm.. someone called mi jus now.. so in the end we decided to go zOuk lorz.. hmmm.. somebody sae i mus reach on time.. if not, he'll leave.. bullshit sia.. hahaz.. =P gonna go prepare le.. ciaoz~~
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
::~tHe vbaLL fiNaLs..~::
haiz~~ n more haiz arz.. guess wad.. i'm not able to play today sia.. this morning my fever went up to 40 degrees arz.. can't even walk properly lorz.. haiz.. after seeing doctor n letting my fever go off a little, i went to taMpiNesS itE to see the match.. i caught the last match of the guys team.. wee-weez~~ was an exciting game man.. so nice!! hahahaz.. did i mention, number 7 is so shuai.. the way he thunder the ball.. hahahahaz.. =P had a lot of fun shouting away... okz.. here's the results.. ger's team A got the 3rD position n ger's team B got the 4tH position.. boy's team A got champiOn n boy's team B got the 4tH position.. all the west teams got into the finals n got something.. hahahahaz... college west rockzzz man... "college west.. huat arz!!!!~~~" =P after receiving the trophys, we continue the fun with taking lots of photos.. hahahaz.. take photos oso can b so happening sia.. hahahaz..have lotz of fun.. throughout this competition, we oso noe alot of different pple.. yupz.. made lotz of new frends too.. gonna miz the ang mo kio gers lorz.. the crazy trainings we had.. hahahaz... nvm.. can still organize n play vball together de.. =) okz lahz.. i havta go rest le.. cos i scare fever come back again.. will update soon.. ciaoz~~ (^____^)
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
::~fiRst daE oF tHe vBaLL cOmpEtitiOn..~::
today is the first dae of the competition.. was so nervous.. left cLemeNti caMpuS at around 10.40am to travel over to ITE taMpiNeSs to have our matches.. my match is the second n last match of the dae.. so scared sia.. we had an easy first match against the east team.. but it was the second match tat almost killed all of us.. i onli remembered how i "fly" n dive around the court.. but the efforts paid off a little i guess.. =) hmmm.. so now, both gers team A n B got into the finals which is tml.. n the both the boys teams A n B oso got in.. yeah!!!~~~ tml finals le.. mus work even harder.. tml, my team will b starting the first match against central's team A.. omg~~ tough arz.. okz lahz.. gonna go le.. not feeling so well le.. haiz~~
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Monday, September 05, 2005
::~haiz~~hEaRt-paiN-paiN..~::
here i m in sChOoL's SR5 blogging....
haiz~~~ realli dunnoe wad is happening to mi now.. haiz~~ heart pain pain sia.. after hearing stuff from someone.. no wonder these 2 daes didn't recieve ani sms n phone calls.. now i understand.. u have been chatting with her.. haiz~~ dunnoe y my heart feels so painful.. haiz~~ hmmm.. i dun even noe whether i like u a not n yet now i feel like this.. mayb wad jamie said was true.. i jus dunnoe.. i noe she might stand a betta chance as compared to mi.. but if i tell u how i felt, i promise i'll be much betta den anione.. haiz~~ but i noe i can't sae anithing.. no matter how good u treat mi.. i jus have to accept it.. how i wish i can jus simply shout it out loud to you.. i tink i jus havta wait.. n the more i wait, in the end i'll jus have to wait for the chance to fly pass mi again.. i'm jus so stupid.. (->.<-) i'm jus so distracted n sad now..
yesterdae slept late cos need to do my PR project.. did until 4+am den sleep.. i dunnoe where on earth did i get the energy to go to sChOoL today.. i reached sChOoL late cos i'm simply jus lazy.. rotted on the bed for too long.. later will be leaving sChOoL early cos have to go to aNg mO kiO ItE to have my last vball training before the competition tml.. veri scare sia.. its tml lehz.. i havta jia you.. for the sake of my daughters, i mus play well.. put in all the effort for them oso.. i hope i wun make a fool of myself tml at the competition.. i oso pray hard tat we will win lorz.. tat's all abt it.. will update soon.. ciaoz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, September 03, 2005
::~LoNg tiMe nO sEe..~::
hehehez~~ finally got the mood to blog le.. been so lazy to blog nowadaes.. haiz~~ last week was my school holidays.. spent it boringly though.. whole week i onli club once which is on a wednesday.. went to pHutUrE n zOuk.. had lotz of fun though.. den was training n rotting again lorz.. nth much interesting.. been meeting pple lotz too.. now i have been focusing on training.. n of cos projects!!!! suckzzz man~~ =x
nowdaes, lotz of unhappy things had been happening to mi.. i've been dropping some tears le.. dunnoe y oso.. all thanx to someone hu managed to cheer mi up though.. =) with all the stupid things..
yesterdae at aNg mO kiO itE was a realli bad dae.. my "daughters" cried sia.. stupid teacher.. now i'm realli disappointed in vball le.. no mood to play.. no morale.. no interest.. no everything.. i've even thot of giving my position.. haiz~~ dunnoe wad to do arz~~!!!!! everydae my mood oso no good.. haiz~~ put a smile on my face man.. i now finally noe hu r my frends hu r not le.. its so obvious... argh~~ forget it lahz.. wun die without u pple de.. *ade n melene.. dun give up okz.. everything is not finalised yet.. there's still a chance!!* haiz~~ luckily today no morning training arz.. if not, i'll die man.. haiz~~ hope later can b at least a little bit happier.. cos going to cHiNa bLaCk with my secondary school palz cos of my lian ti ying xiu mei's birthdae celebration.. first time going with them to a 18 year old clubbing place lehz.. =P hahahaz.. might b a little late to sae this le.. happy 18th birthdae xiu mei.. (^____^).. till den.. ciaoz~~
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