Friday, December 30, 2005
::~Lost n aLoNe~::
haiz~~ y do i keep doing stupid things.. i'm realli veri lost n lonely rite now.. no comfort.. sobz~~ i realli dunnoe wad to do.. things r in a mess.. haiz~~~ (->_<-) yesterdae, something oso happened.. i realli hope everything will b back on track.. all i wan is to have things back the same as last time.. the loving times.. i realli miss those times alot.. no more weird misunderstandings.. promises will b kept.. treat mi like how u've treated mi last time.. hold mi tight n nv let go.. i dun wanna b alone again.. ever again.. haiz.....hmmm.. new blogskin.. tml will b celebrating both me n jamie's birthdae together.. will b having steamboat.. hope it'll b an enjoyable.. with hubby by my side, i'm sure it'll turn out jus nice.. tat's all for todae.. peace~~~..::..saY-yOu-LovE-mE..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO mY biRtHdaE: 3 daEs.. =D~+*pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, December 29, 2005
::~cHaOs~::
hmmm.. here to blog again.. these fews daes my house is in chaos.. until i myself realli dunnoe wad to do.. i'm so confused until i did something realli out of my mind todae.. luckily.. everything is solved le.. the situation in my house improved a little le.. happy~~ =) n 1 more thing.. jus wanna apologise to my precious hubby.. haiz.. didn't mean to do wad i did to u todae n the few daes ago.. i already noe u r not in a good mood n yet i still give all sorts of attitude.. hurting u.. i'm realli out of my mind to do wad i did todae.. i wun do tat again no matter wad happens.. i'll keep my promise de... muackz.. jus hope hubby will cheer up real soon.. hehez.. will support u no matter wad de.. love ya many many n deep deep.. tat's all for todae.. will blog again soon.. =D..::..tOgEtHeR-fOrevEr..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO mY biRtHdaE: 4 daEs.. (^____^)~+* pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, December 26, 2005
::~hiS hOusE~::
hmmm.. here m i at hiS hOusE again blogging.. second dae le.. will b going hOme later.. now resting from the mahjong.. hehez.. i inproved le.. not bad arz.. =D den played fatal frame 2 oso.. now a bit dun dare to continue le.. cos starting new chapter liaoz.. with no aids of the flashlight.. scary~~ (->.<-) later shall b having waffles dinner if i'm not wrong.. hehez.. i love the prezzie hubby bought for mi sia.. heez.. muackz~~ (^____^) tat's all for todae.. tataz~~..::..hUgz-n-kiSsEs..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO mY biRtHdaE: 6 daEs.. =D~+* pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, December 25, 2005
::~cHriStmaS~::
hehez.. its christmas todae.. heez.. blogging at hiS hOusE.. spent the whole nite there.. had a party there.. hahahaz.. we spent our evening cooking our huge christmas meal.. everything turns out jus fine.. yummyz~~ opened our raspberry vodka n chivas too.. kekez.. had soooooo much fun.. except tat i almost did something out of my mind yesterdae.. nvm.. nth much oso.. hmmm.. hubby.. sori worz.. i sort of throw my temper at u at suntec yesterdae.. i noe u realli dote on mi de.. hehehehez.. muackz~ love ya many many worz.. now the guys went to buy lunch while the gers stayed to rest.. later will b more fun le.. best christmas ever.. although some unhappy stuff happened.. not to mi but others.. haiz~~ hope everything will b back to normal.. =) to all reading my blog.. merry christmas and a happy new year to all.. cheers~~~ (^____^)..::..mUaCkz-hUbBy..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO mY biRtHdaE: 7 daEs.. =)~+* pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
::~hOpiNg~::
hmmm.. a couple of daes didn't blog le.. a series of things had happened recently.. happy, sad, wadever.. i jus hope everything will b back to normal after tat "session" tat night.. i jus wish to have all the laughters n smiles back again.. n i believe this can happen oso.. heez~ =)went on a christmas shopping trip at LoT 1 with jing yesterdae.. almost settled all the presents le.. so i spent quite a bit of money lorz.. thanx jing for accompanying mi shop for the stuff.. den bought dinner hOme.. cos my brother had a fever.. haiz.. by night time, my bro had a high fever le.. so rushed him to c the doc.. seeing him lidat so xing ku, my heart oso pain pain lorz.. praying hard tat he'll recover real soon.. n pls let nothing happen to my little bro.. (->.<-)as usual chatted on the phone with him yesterdae.. guess he was tired le bahz.. so wasn't tat enthusiastic bahz.. hmmm.. nvm.. i'm looking forward to to christmas sia.. hoping to spend my dae with him.. now i'm in class jus some sort of finished my marketing progress test.. didn't study so the reults are expected.. later will be going to KaKi to play vball later.. can c hubby later le.. heez.. (^___^) tat's abt it.. tataz....::..wiLL-LovE-yOu-aLwaYs..::..pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, December 18, 2005
::~hUrt~::
haiz.. i oso dunnoe wad to blog abt now.. went to LiquiD rOoM yesterdae.. can sae i had a great time there until.......... haiz~~ suan le.. went hOme myself after clubbing.. head was spinning cos drank to much n too fast.. so took cab hOmE.. went blow cold wind below my blk.. now i'm down with a fever again.. huo gai lorz.. suan le.. went into my room.. cry until no more tears le.. couldn't realli sleep well.. woke up lots of times.. chatted on the phone too.. i realli dunnoe wad else to sae le.. got to go do my assignments le.. byez~~..::..fEeLiNg-hUrt..::.. pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
::~siCk aGaiNz~::
haiz.. feel so miserable todae.. whole dae so xing ku.. woke up with a sore throat n slight fever tis morning.. went to sChOoL some more.. den by afternoon, i'm feeling so dizzy n my whole head is so heavy.. veri pain.. sobz~~ (->.<-) no appetite to eat oso.. onli ate a little rice, soya bean milk n a bread for the whole dae.. jus woke up from my nap.. head still quite pain.. luckily class ended earlier todae.. can go hOme.. its a good thing tat i reached hOme in one piece.. the more i walk, the more giddy i get.. tml still havta go for early lessons.. hope i'll b able to make it lorz.. after tat will b going to kaKi for vball.. i wanna play so mus faster get well.. i'm sick n i receive not much messages as concern from him.. no calls either.. perhaps is he doesn't wan to disturb my rest bahz.. or izzit he doesn't dote on mi ani more.. haiz~~ jus hope everything will b as per normal like last time.. all the laughter n smiles whenever i'm with him.. tat's all.. tataz....::..dOtE-oN-mi-aGaiN..::.. pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, December 12, 2005
::~coLdnEsS~::
here i m blogging againz.. todae lessons were quite alrite.. so nth much to talk abt.. i've spent my second month with him on saturday.. i'm soooooo touched by wad he did n gave mi.. went walk around, movie n of cos go lang man.. i changed my phone too.. to a 7610.. finally.. sort of a dream phone to mi.. n changed my number too.. after like so many years of using the same number.. hmmm.. alrite.. these are the happy moments.. now the "weird" ones.. haiz~~ i've been feeling coldness from him recently.. haiz~~ jus feel like crying again.. things r a little different.. lesser phone calls n smses todae oso.. i feel so neglected.. but i wun rule out the possibility of u being tired.. i wun blame u.. nowadaes u oso talk to mi differently.. i realli feel empty now.. lonely in fact.. its as if i'm being left alone again.. once again...... a hug n kiss from u to assure mi will do.. tat's all.. i can't type ani more le.. tears r blinding my eyes as i type.. sobz~~ (->.<-)..::..teLL-mi-tHat-yOu-LovE-mi..::..pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, December 10, 2005
::~sEcOnD-mOntH~::
hehez.. blogging at hiS hOusE again.. after such a long time.. todae is the dae tat i've been looking forward to.. its our second month le.. first month didn't get to celebrate.. but tis time round, will finally b celebrating le.. hmmm.. a little things happened recently.. been crying n feeling sad too.. haiz~~ all r over le.. i'm onli looking forward to later.. will b watching movie.. walk walk n stuff.. i got ready the stuff i wanted to give him le.. heez~~ something rather simple.. hope he'll like it.. =) hmmm.. tat's abt it for todae.. too lazy to blog more le.. will update again real soon.. tataz~~ (^____^)..::..haPpY-sEcOnD-mOntH-hUbBy..::..pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, December 08, 2005
::~tHiNkiNg aLot~::
a couple of daes didn't blog le.. been busy sticking on to my hubby after being one month away.. realli glad to b in his arms again.. feel so xing fu.. he bought quite a number of stuff for mi from gErmaNy.. so sweet of him.. i love you lotz n lotz~~ muackz.. hmmm... woke up late for a walk at some bridge todae.. but i discovered tat todae i got appointment.. so i'm jus simply lucky.. dunnoe y i'm so tired these daes.. jus feel like sleeping.. i tink my tireness has cause mi to feel moody n easily irritated.. little things will make b feel irritated le.. haiz~~ and all these tireness oso caused mi to have weird weird thoughts.. haiz~~ realli weird.. suan le.. dun tink so much can le.. will b going to sChOoL at 12pm later for class.. den after class go vball training.. today will b playing at the outdoor court.. hope wun injure myself bahz.. hubby is coming to fetch mi for dinner after vball later.. finally got someone can come n fetch mi after my training le.. hahahahaz.. quite looking forward to it though.. heez~~ thanx hubby in advance for taking the trouble to come all the way down to fetch mi.. muackz~~~ (^____^) tat's all for todae.. will blog again soon.. =)..::..("v")-iNg-u-aLwaYs..::.. pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, December 04, 2005
::~hE's baCk~::
hmmm.. a couple of daes didn't blog le.. too lazy liaoz.. hehez.. many fun things happened recently.. but i'm looking forward to todae for a veri long time le.. hubby is returning to siNgaPorE from gErmaNy todae.. omg~~ i realli mis him lotz.. can't wait to c him later.. gotta go.. might blog again later.. hahahaz.. tataz~~..::..iN-yOuR-aRms-aGaiN..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO hUbBy's RetUrN: 5 hOuRs.. (^____^)~+*pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, December 01, 2005
::~cOmiNg baCk~::
hehez.. was back from kaKi for vball not too long ago.. today not too bad except tat i was hitted by the ball by other pple for no reason today.. lots of times lorz.. pain sia.. once rite in the face some more.. (->.<-) luckily my face still there lorz.. hahaz.. ate bread as dinner todae.. yummyz~ =D hmmm.. todae lessons started at 11am.. cos first hour teacher cancel due to some reason.. tml class will start oso at 11am.. weez~ can sleep longer le.. =P n ending early tml oso.. 11am start n end at 2pm.. wad a dae.. hahahaz.. betta den nth lahz..went shopping with mama at jUrOnG pOint on mondae.. bought quite a bit of stuff.. n mama paid for mi.. hehez.. thanx mama.. love ya.. heez~~ xD n mama sponsor mi 3/4 for my IDD prepaid card lehz.. hehehez.. tat means saturdae can call hubby le.. =) mama is simply so good to mi.. (^____^) nth much to tok abt oso.. n btw.. hubby is returning le.. yeah!!!~~~ (^-^) finally lorz.. missed him sooooo much.. can't wait for sundae to come.. time pls fly a little bit more faster.. xD tat's all for todae.. will blog again soon.. tataz~~ =)..::..LoviNg-yOu-fOrevEr..::..*+~cOuNt-dOwN tO hUbBy's RetUrN: 2 mOrE daEs.. (^____^)~+*pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz