Tuesday, February 28, 2006
::~hEadaChE~::
haiz~~ been having a headache since yesterdae.. dunnoe y oso.. m i going to b sick soon or have i been thinking too much these daes.. so many things for mi to think abt.. so many things for mi to b sad abt.. i realli hope all these will stop.. how i wish i can stop having these weird feelings.. i'm realli veri confused.. dunnoe wad to do.. where to head.. wad is install for mi next.. everything is in a mess.. i always missed something tat i yearn for jus by an inch.. will i lose ani of the important things i have again...... wad is trust... haiz.. y do i still treat pple so well.... so many whys n i dun have a single answer...
todae was a boring dae as usual.. went for breakfast with xian.. den off to lessons.. burned my frontpage project in sChOoL n handed in le.. hope i can get good marks for tat.. last lesson was cancelled todae so went to tiOnG baRhU to meet hubby go CMPB.. well.. looks like its a bit of a wasted trip.. den went to tiOnG baRhU pLaza to walk walk den back to huBbY's hOusE le.. tml hubby will b driving.. den we'll b having breakfast together.. n i dun tink i'll b going for marketing tml.. long time nv have breakfast with hubby le.. looking forward to it.. jus pray hard everything goes well tml.. *wanna thank hubby for cheering mi up wen i'm feeling so low nowadaes.. muackz~~*
posting up some photos i took todae..
hubby n my adidas watch..
the CMPB sticker...
..::..LosT-aGaiN..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~fEeLiNg sOuR..~::
haiz.. here i m blogging again while waiting for my frontpage to finish saving the song.. after tat, my whole project will b done le.. fully done.. these few daes keep having tis feeling.. i dread to go sChOoL.. nothing interesting is happening.. life is boring.. n everything is jus so pathetic.. kept seeing n meeting pple whom i dun wanna c at all.. y r all these pple alive man.. omg.. well, i can't do anithing oso.. its their life.. i can't jus simply make them vanish for the benefit of myself.. how i wish i can stop going to sChOoL from now onwards.. jus let time move faster n let mi move on into another part of my life.. y can't i jus control myself a little more.. huishan.. stop feeling so sour le.. stop giving pple the opportunity to dislike u.. jus treasure wad u have now n forget abt everything.. dun bother abt them.. jus live life as if u r so freaking happy with everything tat is happening around u.. stop being so easily jealous of things tat r not meant to b jealous of.. hmmm.. gonna try putting in photos in my entries next time.. trying n learning though.. hope its successful.. tat's all for now.. tml is another dreadful dae for mi..
..bEst fRenDs fOrevEr.. aPpLe, jamiE n sHaN..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, February 27, 2006
::~...........~::
hmm.. a couple of daes didn't blog again.. well, let mi start off with saturdae bahz..
saturdae went to tOwn with hubby.. we went quite late.. met up with hafiz to pass him the eye shadow.. long time nv c him le.. he hanged quite a bit.. hubby n mi had a little conflict.. haiz~~ den we went some where quiet to talk talk blow wind lorz.. at least cool off le.. everything is back to normal.. hubby.. i noe my attitude is not good.. always give u trouble.. i'll try my veri best not to le okz.. after tat while walking back to ciNeLeisUrE, xian msg mi.. so after buying some snacks at ciNeLeisUrE, hubby n mi walked over to mUsiC unDeRgRounD to meet xian n her frends.. hmmm.. thanks ger for asking ur frend to sign us in.. =) first time club with xian sia.. alrite lahz.. should club more often next time ya... after clubbing, went our respective ways.. hubby n mi went back to ciNeLeisUrE to eat.. den hubby drove mi to maRiNa sOutH to play hose of the dead 4.. kekez.. onli reached hUbBy's hOusE early in the morning..
as for sundae lehz.. spent almost the whole dae doing my frontpage project.. afternoon time went downstairs with hubby, his sis n sis's bf to bring stitch walk walk.. den at nite, we went to wash car.. kekez.. i first time wash car sia.. it's not easy at all.. quite tiring.. do my project until left the parts i dunnoe how to do den went off to have supper with hubby n his frends.. wanted to have dou hua shui de.. but close le.. so went to bUkiT tiMaH there to eat pratas.. yummyz~ =)
todae went to sChOoL for a while.. den pon last lesson to go NYP to submit my form.. was a little low morale though.. haiz~~ nvm.. submit oso submit le.. wad else can i do.. den came to hUbBy's hOusE to chiong finish my frontpage project.. now left the song part onli.. gonna have hubby to help mi with tat.. feeling a little hungry now le.. tat's all.. tataz~~
..::..hEctiC-LifE..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, February 26, 2006
::~iS iT tRuE??..~::
found tis passage quite meaningful.. is it true?? do u have tis feeling before??.....
..人的一生会遇上的四个人..
人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,
每个人的人生都要找到四个人。
第一个是自己,
第二个是你最爱的人,
第三个是最爱你的人,
第四个是共度一生的人.
首先会遇到你最爱的人,
然後体会到爱的感觉;
因为了解被爱的感觉,
所以才能发现最爱你的人;
当你经历过爱人与被爱,学会了爱,才会知道什么是你需要的,
也才会找到最适合你,能够相处一辈子的人。
但很悲哀的,在现实生活中,这三个人通常不是同一个人;
你最爱的,往往没有选择你;
最爱你的,往往不是你最爱的;
而最长久的,偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的,
只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。
你,会是别人生命中的第几个人呢?
没有人是故意要变心的,他爱你的时候是真的爱你,
可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了,
他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你;
同样的,他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你 。
当一个人不爱你要离开你,
你要问自己还爱不爱他,
如果你也不爱他了,千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开;
如果你还爱他,你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐,
希望他跟真正爱的人在一起,绝不会阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已经不爱他了,
而如果你不爱他,你又有什么资格指责他变心呢?
爱不是占有,
你喜欢月亮,不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里,
但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。
换句话说,你爱一个人,也可以用另一种方式拥有,
让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆,
如果你真爱一个人,就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好,也爱他的坏:
爱他的优点,也爱他的缺点,
绝不能因为爱他,就希望他变成自己所希望的样子,
万一变不成就不爱他了。
真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的,
你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏,你都希望这个人陪著你;
真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守,也就是没有丝毫要求。
毕竟,感情必须付出,而不是只想获得;
分开是一种必然的考验,
如果你们感情不够稳固,只好认输,
真爱是不会变成怨恨的。
两人在谈情说爱的时候,
最喜欢叫对方发誓,许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓,
就是因为我们不相信对方,我们根本不相信情人,
而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际:
海枯石烂、地老天荒,都不能改变我对你的爱!
明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒;
就算会,也活不到那时候。
许下诺言的时候千万注意,不要许下可以实现的诺言,
最好是承诺做不到的事,
反正做不到的,随便说说也不要紧,
请记住:”不可能实现的诺言最动人”
在爱情里,说的是一套,做的是另一套;
讲的人不相信,听的人也不相信。
你呢?找到了第几个?
茫茫人海中,你遇见了谁?谁又遇见了你?
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, February 24, 2006
::~cOnfUsEd~::
here i m blogging again.. at my own house of cos.. hahaz.. hubby now mus b having fun.. haiz.. n i'm at hOmE rotting.. wad a life.. i'm jus so freaking confused over some stuff.. dunnoe where to go n where to choose.. where is the person i need.. wad the hell is trust.. i freaking dunnoe.. argh.. i guess sometimes being alone is the best lorz.. wun b so pathetic..
as for todae, went to NgEe aNn poLy with xian to enquire about the admission thingy.. i hate the attitude of the person.. a**-hole lorz.. bloody hell.. nvm.. den went to LoT 1 K-bOx to ask about the job vacancy.. after tat lunch n off to NanyaNg poLy.. at least its much betta down there.. hmmm.. wanna thank xian for accompanying mi around todae.. thanx a bunch ger.. den went to caUsEwaY pOint den took bus hOme le.. had a short nap n spent the dae rotting away.. after blogging gotta faster get ready.. going out.. hope it'll ease my mood down a little bahz.. tat's all for the dae.. tataz..
..::..dUn-f**kiNg-aCt-aS-iF-yOu-caRe..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, February 23, 2006
::~wEnt oUt..~::
jus came back from maRiNa sQuaRe with hubby.. went there to cut hair.. hubby cut onli.. veri shuai lorz.. now mus hang a tag around him tat saes "HIS MINE!!" le.. hahaz.. den after tat went to watch final destination 3.. its nice.. worth the ticket money.. it was so gross.. n i like it.. hahaz.. =P den took bus back to hUbBy's hOusE after tat lorz.. =)
i'm so freaking confused on wad to plan for tml.. at least the morning part is planned.. but afternoon n nite time.. haiz~~~ i dunnoe... feeling so irritated.. cos i dunnoe wad to do.. can somebody jus book mi out tml......!! so i dun have to bother so much le... well.. gonna go munch on some food soon le.. tat's all.. tataz..
..::..LovE-mE-oR-hatE-mE..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~LoNeLy??~::
hmmm.. at hUbBy's hOusE blogging again.. jus now went to bEdOk itE to c friendly match.. den i played a bit.. so now my recovering leg is in pain again.. well nth much to blog aby oso.. but i've been feeling weird these daes.. i feel so lonely.. i dunnoe y.. seems like i dun fit in aniwhere.. i dun seemed to have a topic to talk abt.. everything feels so strange.. b it i'm with th person i'm closest with.. so sadz.. haiz~~ i jus dun like the feeling of being alone.. haiz~ dun tink too much is the best.. alritey.. tat's all for todae.. byez~
..::..staY-bY-mY-siDe..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, February 19, 2006
::~piG LeG~::
hmmm.. here i m blogging again.. with a pig leg.. haiz~~ at least its not so painful todae le.. =) wanted to go c doc to make leg de but todae nv open.. so go tml lorz.. hubby sae die die oso mus go c..
well.. lets talk abt yesterdae first.. went to ciNeLeisUrE to eat yoshinoya.. the ebi is so hot n spicy.. geez.. but its still nice.. den we walk walk a little den hubby went to mOrE tHaN wOrDs to buy mi tis tigger handphone keychain... soooo cute.. the legs n hands can move de.. he oso bought stickers n sweets for mi.. kekez.. muackz~ den walked some more into another shop.. n hubby bought n stuff again.. bought mi a pooh contact lens casing, a hello kitty tape.. n oso a tigger bu dao weng.. hubby find it cute so buy for mi.. hehez.. muackz again.. after tat went to maRiNa sOutH aRcaDe to play.. n i finally played house of the dead 4.. omg.. soooo nice.. =) den went back at 2+am i guess.. =)
as for todae.. after discovering tat the doc is not opened, went over to giNza to buy some stuff.. rented comics, bought facial foam.. blah blah blah.. den went hOme to let mama help mi make my leg to make it more confortable.. although its pain but have to ren.. thanx mama.. =) after lunch at wEst cOast, hubby drove mi to a zhu chang fen shop to eat.. i tink at kiLLeNeY RoaD there.. got sell so many different types of zhu chang fen sia.. n they r delicious.. i tried the strawberry zhu chang fen oso.. yummyz~ muack muackz hubby.. den off to pLaza siNgapUra de aRcaDe to play again.. spent money again.. oh ya.. i want to buy the orange adidas bag.... its soooooo nice.. n i die oso will get it de..
hmmm.. hubby has been doting n making mi happy due to my injury these daes.. hubby.. thanx for being by my side wen i needed u most.. i love ya.. i will try not to make u sad sad again le.. muackz n hugz~~~ hubby is playing games now.. guess later will be having prata for our dinner cum supper bahz.. tat's all.. tataz~~ =)
..::..LoViNg-yOu-aLwaYs..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, February 18, 2006
::~iN paiN~::
haiz.. blogging with a swollen leg now.. so painful.. walk oso feel pain.. y is it so painful.. haiz~~ cos got a nasty sprain yesterdae.. omg.. old injury lorz.. same part some more.. onli tat it's not as swollen compared to the first time.. but still i dun like the sensation.. haiz~~ feel like its a useless leg.. cannot run n jump.. sobz~~ =( den still have to ma fan hubby take care of mi.. hai him cannot go out tonight.. feel so guilty.. like a burden to him lidat.... ->_<- haiz.. y mus i sprain my leg.......
yesterdae attended a colour profiling workshop.. quite interesting.. quite accurate oso.. after went to jUrong pOint with xian, jing n su.. bought my blusher n a nail polish too.. den slack around till 3+pm den went over to taMpiNeS to meet hubby.. den we took bus to some ulu ulu place den we walked to KaKi lorz.. den there goes my ankle over there.. sobz~~ but tis time i can still walk.. much betta den tat time..
later still dunnoe going where.. with an injured person like mi, where else to go.. haiz~~~ onli noe gonna go c doc to make my leg tml.. hope i'll b alrite soon.. i'm sori for being a burden to u.... tat's all for todae..
..::..gOoD-fOr-nOtHinG..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
::~vaLeNtinEs' DaY~::
hehez.. here i m blogging at this hour at hUbBy's hOusE.. didn't go to sChOoL todae cos got medical appointment.. everything was fine.. =) went hOme after tat to rest.. prepared my prezzie for hubby.. dun rush to get my nails done.. it's been ages since i last got a french medicure.. hehez.. love it.. i hope i'll have enough cash to get my nails done regularly.. i wan nice nice nails.. kekez~~ =P after manicure, rushed hOme again to get ready for my date with hubby.. i was so so late lorz.. i left house early le.. but i waited n waited so long for the bus.. almost took cab.. in the end i was abt half an hour late.. sori hubby~~ ->_<- wanted to have fisH anD cO for dinner de.. but wen we saw the Q, omg.. so long lorz.. so took a 1 stop train ride to sOmmErsEt.. wanted to have japanese food at ciNeLeisuRe.. but once again.. long Q.. so went up to LeveL 4 de gaLiLeE caFe to eat.. saw terrence there.. everytime c him de.. he's with he's gf oso.. we ordered quite alot of food.. was so full after tat.. den we proceed on take neo-prints.. hehez.. we tried the new korea machines at level 9.. was quite nice.. can even upload them instantly to email.. =) the lamination was free n nice too.. den hubby oso turn the round round stuff i like for mi.. muackz~ den saw frank with his gf oso.. hahaz.. didn't expect to c him.. den we took neo-print again.. hahaz.. took so many todae.. =P after tat hubby brought mi to this quiet quiet nice place to sit sit.. i like tat place.. so nice.. n lan man.. =) den went hOme after a while lorz.. hmmm.. as for the prezzies hubby gave mi.. kekez.. lotz of surprises from hubby.. was so happy n touched.. feel tat i'm the most xing fu ger around sia.. =) hubby got mi 2 spongy rosses (pink n red), 1 sunflower, 1 super big doggie soft toy n a mini 1, 1 mini tigger n a necklace.. alot horz.. hehez.. love ya soooooooo much hubby.. muack muackz~~~~ (^-^) alrite lahz.. gonna stop here.. havta pack my stuff.. tml havta wake up early.. niteyz~~
..::..wO-ai-Ni..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, February 13, 2006
::~4tH mOntH....~::
hmmm.. a couple of daes didn't blog again.. shall start from fridae..
fridae was our 4th month monthsary worz.. hehez.. we went to eat swEnsoNs at pLaza siNgapUra tat dae.. although had a little minor conflict again, but we were fine.. went to KaKi to play vball oso.. after tat, went to aNg mO kiO's K-bOx to sing.. hehez.. so fun.. btw, hubby got mi 2 tiggers as a prezzie for this 4th month monthsary.. its soooooo cute.. thanx n muackz hubby.. i love ya lotz.. happy 4th month orh.. =)
saturdae lehz, in the evening, went for family dinner with hubby's family.. the food was so delicious.. yummyz~~ =D kekez.. den at nite had a round of mahjong with hubby's mum n his sisters' boyfrends.. the amount we lost was alrite.. n my mahjong improve le... hehez.. jia you~~ hubby oso learnt how to play.. =) he's so smart.. soon will b betta den mi le..
sUndae was rather simple... in the afternoon, went to tOwn to make an exchange for the Levis shirt i bought for hubby as our 4th month prezzie.. bought wrong size.. blur mi.. after ate our late lunch den went to NiE cos hubby playing vball there.. after vball went back to cLeMeNti to eat my mee hoon kway.. den we too bus back le lorz.. everything was alrite.. so fun.. nice chat.. until at nite.. haiz~~ but it's okz now le.. a chance is given.. u r forgiven.. n the incident will b forgotten.. we shall realli start afresh again.. we will stand strong together.. muackz~
todae was soooo tired.. eyes so pain.. guess cried too much bahz.. =P nothing much happened in sChOoL todae.. not much teaching.. rite now so stressed up with the poly stuff.. haiz.. i realli dunnoe whether should i enrol in the admission exercise a not sia.. so confused.. i scare will regret.. i need advices.. argh!!~~ shall c how bahz.. got 1 1/2 more daes to consider n decide.. jus now was busy making some stuff.. hehez.. shhhh.. can't sae out now.. bleahz~~ kinda looked forward to tml.. tml is valentines' dae worz.. our first valentines' dae together.. mus realli enjoy.. waiting for hubby to come fetch mi for dinner togather.. hmmm.. shall blog again wen free.. tataz~
..::..tReasUrE-mi-weLL..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, February 09, 2006
::~mOoDy swiNgs agaiN~::
haiz.. blogging in the sChOoL's LaB again.. got project to do again.. but tis should mi quite alrite to do bahz.. projects, tests, projects, tests... omg~~~ stress out~~!! tml got test oso.. hmmm...
i wan a lovey lovey dae tml.. hehehehez.... =) a dae tat is important to mi tml.. kekez.. i guess my moody swings should b over soon le.. n i dun wan them to continue.. i dun wanna hurt my hubby more.. keep making him sad these few daes.. haiz.. mus b good to him le.. alritey.. should b tat's all for todae.. will blog again if i have the time.. tataz.. =)
..::..LoviNg-yOu-aLwaYs..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
::..~mUaCkz hUbBy~..::
hehez.. here i m blogging in sChOoL agian.. haiz~ soooo boring.. losing interest in marketing le.. jus hope i'll b able to pass my marketing bahz..
hmmm.. yesterdae went to tOwN with mummy to shop shop.. bought some stuff.. kekez.. after mummy left, while i was waiting for hubby's call, went to a kinOkUniya bOokstOrE to read.. nth to do mahz.. den took train all the way to taMpiNes to wait for hubby.. den went to eat dinner at taMpiNes maLL den walk around there n oso at cEntUry maLL.. den went back to hUbBy's hOusE le lorz.. we rented scary movie 3 to watch from the play machine.. hmmm.. hubby is so good to mi.. gave mi his rs mmc card lorz.. lidat i dun need to buy le.. i love ya so much hubby.. so teng mi.. muackz~~ but lehz.. i veri wang en fu yi.. made hubby sad sad yesterdae again.. i realli realli didn't mean to sae such hurtful stuff de.. i simply hate my stupid moody swings.. keep saying the wrong things.. saying things without thinking first.. haiz~~ jus hope my moody swings will b gone soon.. hubby i assure u tat my whole of next tuesday will b yours okz.. nobody else.. =)
okz.. tat's all for todae.. bye-byez..
..::.nEveR-tO-sEe-hUbBy-saD-aGaiN..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, February 06, 2006
::~a LonG LonG timE~::
hmmmm.... its been a long long time ever since i last blogged.. been busy n lazy nowadaes to blog.. well.. lots of stuff happened recently..
lets talk abt chinese new year bahz.. hmmm.. was quite well.. went to different houses to bai nian.. first dae some stuff happened.. but now everything is alrite le.. kekez.. got hong baos oso lehz.. =D went to huBbY's hOusE to bai nian oso.. watched movie.. went to chUn daO hE paN to walk walk.. go lan man oso.. hehez.. enjoyed myself with hubby.. i'm jus so glad hubby is by my side..
after the long chinese new year break, back to boring sChOoL again.. basically i hang out at tOwN n hUbBy's hOusE lorz.. nth interesting to do oso mahz.. hmmm.. spent quite a lot of my hong bao money le.. broke!!! watched memoirs of a geisha with xian.. shop around for a new top n slippers with her oso.. we two can realli spend.. hehez.. den oso went K-ing with jian, xian n su.. went to maRina sQuaRe de.. not bad worz.. quite good lahz.. bought so many many things recently.. got money on my hand sure die de.. oh ya.. n i finally went to miNistRy oF sOuNd(MOS) le.. with hubby n alan n his frends.. hehez.. the cover charge was quite ex worz.. gers already veri ex le.. guys worst arz.. the toilet was super nice n big oso.. hahaz.. i onli stayed at the RnB area.. didn't wander abt much.. next time den i'll go walk n explore.. after club, hubby n mi walked from MOS to ciNeLeisUrE to watch movie lorz.. hehehez.. was chatting n laughing on our way there.. although the way was long, but walking together makes it seemed shorter.. i had fun.. i simply love my hubby soooooo much..
todae had a super boring dae in sChOoL.. lessons finished early.. so meet mummy to go shop shop.. bought clothes.. mummy buy de.. hehez.. bleahz~ =P i oso bought my sis her belated birthdae present.. treated mummy to lunch oso.. =) nowadaes all i do is school, shop, movies.. fun fun fun.. hahahahaz.. =D
i tink i'm starting to understand more n more le.. i understand tat sometimes things mus b said out so tat there wun b misunderstandings.. =) i oso wanna apologise to hubby for making him sad on friday n saturdae.. my foolish tempers n stupid moody swings... i should have explain to u n talk to u nicely.. shouldn't make u sad.. the last thing i want is to c my precious hubby sad lorz.. i wun do tat again de okz..
hmmm.. alritey.. tat's all for todae.. hope i'll blog again soon bahz.. tataz~ (^-^)
..::..LoVinG-mY-mOnstEr-hUbBy..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz