Thursday, March 30, 2006
::~tEaRs~::
omg.. its been a long time ever since i last blogged.. hmmm.. so many many things had happened.. haiz~~ b it happy, sad, touching.. argh.. wadever.. hahaz.. jus hope everything will b great from now on.. let mi touch on wad had happened these few daes.. well tears had been flowing down my cheeks for many daes.. basically everydae lahz.. cry until eyes oso dry le.. mi n hubby had been to so many places with our memories.. our "little -spot" where we share both our happy n sad times.. our zhu chang fen.. jap food.. arcade.. chicken rice.. our shopping moments.. vball at kaki.. roti prata.. movies at home.. studying together.. our houses.. so many things.. i did them jus in case i dun have the chance to do it again.. in ur heart u knew it too.. wad was i thinking.. u were scare.. how much u wished tat dae wouldn't come at all.. n thank goodness.. it isn't coming.. u did so many things to make mi happy.. on the other hand, i said so many things to hurt u.. u bear with it.. all the pain i gave u.. u treated mi like a little princess.. jus like a bao bei... showering mi with all the things i wanted.. jus to assure mi n make mi smile.. seeing my smile means lots to u.. u have been trying real hard to fix mi u with urself.. showing mi tat i can love n trust again.. pieces by pieces.. i'm sure u r able to do it de.. during this week, we have chatted alot.. u finally knew wad i had always kept in my heart.. how i actually feel.. all our memories.. i wanna believe wad u promised mi.. n i too wanna keep my promise to u.. there r so many times i kept thinking.. wad will happened to mi without u.. my hard times.. being accused.. u were by my side everytime without fail.. i noe many things had happened.. n i noe u jus wan to yi xin yi yi de dui wo hao.. i noe i wun regret giving u tis chance.. hubby i love u..
hmmm.. btw, i finished my one n final exam paper on the 27th of march.. n i graduated le.. finally.. out of tat hell school.. well i do hope to stay in contact with some pple.. u guys noe hu u r bahz..
my dearest hubby is at his class chalet now.. i so miss him.. haiz~~ actually going for supper with my frend de.. driving some more lorz.. but i'm sick.. due to the rain tis afternoon bahz.. haiz~~ sadz.. looking forward to my "shopping trip" with apple tml... hope i'm well enough.. may saturdae arrive soon.. i'm missing him like crazy.. tat's all for now.. tataz~~ =)
..::pEacE-oUt..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
::~rOtz~::
haiz.. so many daes nv blog again.. been veri veri lazy to go online nowadaes.. i shall now update wad happened for the past few daes..
hmmm.. on fridae lehz.. went tanning + swimming with xian after aof.. well practically i onli went back to sChOoL to pay the stupid $269.. school fees.. nv pay = no exams... haiz.. there goes my money.. we had our heart to heart talk by the pool under the sun.. hahaz.. so romantic horz.. =P after tat went to a cOffEe sHop to eat.. was so hungry.. den both of us went our separate ways le.. i'm like so red after the whole thing lorz.. dozed off while i was washing my clothes.. haiz.. woke up n got prepared to meet hubby at bEdOk.. going kaKi for vball mahz.. bought ice cream to eat.. yummyz~ but got scolded by the bus uncle.. =P hmmm.. vball tat dea was rather fine.. i improved le.. i spike a ball real well.. i was so happy.. didn't noe i can spike tat type of ball.. =) after vball went eating at maC den back to hUbBy's hOusE le..
on sat lehz.. early early morning woken up by a call.. y lehz.. alan called to ask hubby go my sChOoL for friendly.. haiz.. there goes my sleep.. chop chop got ready n took cab down.. was surprised to c so many familiar faces.. i played on the stage behind the curtains too.. hahaz.. after everything ended, as usual.. eat den hubby n mi went over to giNza to walk walk n print photos.. den hubby sent mi hOme n off to the temple for him.. i stayed at hOme to pack my stuff for sEntOsa.. kind of looking forward though.. at first thot will b staying at hOme de.. but in the end hubby got car so came over to fetch mi.. jus in case i couldn't wake up the next dae mahz.. went for supper with hubby n his frends before heading back..
went to sEntOsa on sunday.. i realli noe how to torture my skin.. haiz.. its like so red.. omg~~ cooked prawn.. some stuff happened again.. n the moods r off again.. why, why , why... after sEntOsa, went to NIE cos the guys got training.. i didn't bring my stuff so couldn't play.. a little sad though.. c them play.. haiz~~ i realli envy "her".. alrite alrite.. snap it out.. stop getting jealous le.....
mondae lehz.. rushed to sChOoL for my aof CA.. hope i can pass bahz.. wad else.. after tat, went to taMpinEs maLL to meet my frend.. n i did something interesting.. i fake as his gf.. hahaz.. i wanted to laugh the whole time.. if onli i could take photos of the pple's faces... =P so bad of mi.. was treated to swensons by my frend.. =) after tat met hubby den walk walk a little.. bought perfume liaoz.. =D after tat went back to hUbBy's hOusE le lorz.. watched campus superstar... renfred is in....!!! yeah!!
as for yesterdae.. stayed hOme the whole dae.. although got pple asked mi out.. but i rejected.. everything was fine till the nite.. we had an argument again.. i'm so hurt n sad.. heart is broken into so many pieces... haiz.. m i able to fix it again.. cry cry n cry.. went to my little place near my house... didn't on my phone.. i jus wanna b alone.. n cry.. i dunnoe wad time m i going to on my phone.. i jus hope i wun do anithing stupid.. i shouldn't have promised them.. tat promise to them had kept mi going for the whole nite till now.. n i hpoe it'll keep mi going longer.. my skin is peeling.. my eyes r swollen now.. feel like crying again.. gonna stop now.. byez..
..::..i-jUs-waNt-eveRytHinG-tO-bE-tHe-samE-aS-bEfOrE..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, March 16, 2006
::~hEctiC-LifE~::
hmmm.. been some time ever since i last blogged... well.. shall update now..
on 16 march, monday, as usual.. went to sChOoL from hUbBy's hOusE.. attended onli aof.. cos tat's the most important for now.. after sChOoL meet hubby go back to hiS hOusE.. finish dinner went junCtiOn 8 study.. i studied alone cos i dun wanna distract hubby n the guys.. its was great studying alone.. spent most of the time writing my appeal letter.. yesh pple.. i'm debarred again.. for 2 modules.. ha.. after writing, continued some more writings with my aof n pom.. den hubby came to bring mi back le..
on 17 march, tuesday, concentrated lotz during my aof.. eyes pain.. haiz~~ after lunch in sChOoL, went to huBby's sChOoL to meet him.. waited 1hr but at least i got something to do this time.. so time passed veri fast for mi.. after huuby send his frends back, we went to jUnctiOn 8 to watch The Shaggy Dog.. was so funny lorz.. i laugh quite a bit.. as for todae, i tink alot of things.. making my head gonna burst.. haiz~~
yesterdae 18 march, wednesdae, went to sChOoL.. den went hOme at 2pm.. took a nap.. woke up den chatted a little on the phone with hubby.. made hubby's heart break again.. y m i always lidat.. =( after tat, slowly got ready for my clubbing nite with my peepz.. well.. i got ready a little too slow.. so in the end took cab straight down to phUturE/zOuk.. the fare was quite ok though.. both mi n hubby went to the same place yesterdae.. but with our own frends.. i had fun with sharon n gang n oso mavia.. kekez.. i losen up tons of stress yesterdae.. thanx of u guyz.. we dance n dance n dance through the nite.. the songs r not bad too.. onli tat the place is so packed.. omg.. sometimes can barely move.. hmmm.. now i believe tat dancing with pple hu can dance well is good.. it'll motivate u to dance well too.. =) after club, met up with hubby.. den hubby drove his frends back first den back to hiS hOusE.. was so tired.. tat i dozed of without knowing wad is happening on hubby's bed.. well.. at phUturE, i saw someone.. memories.. y do they look so alike sia.. basically everything... i almost mistaken sia.. hahaz.. aniwaes, its nth lahz.. i have hubby le.. a loving hubby.. =)
as for todae.. basically is sleeping.. slept on the bus to tampiNes.. slept on the train back to cLeMenti.. slept on the bus back hOme.. n slept on the bed once i stepped into my room.. =P slept onli a couple of hours.. woke up late for lesson.. but i arrived jus on time.. to learn wad i need.. legs no strength.. dance too much yesterdae.. =P gonna go get ready le.. later going hUbby's hOusE to have dinner.. packing my stuff for tanning with xian tml.. looking forward.. gonna eat my late lunch now.. tataz.. =)
..::..miSsinG-yOu-nOw..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, March 12, 2006
::~i didn't mean it..~::
firstly.. i wanna use tis post to apologise to my dearest hubby.... *hubby.. i noe i did lotz of hurtful things n hurt u lotz yesterdae nite.. i'm realli realli sori.. shouldn't have argued so much.. in my heart i noe its jus a simple misunderstanding.. n i noe u did ur part yesterdae too.. i'm the one who doesn't appreciate you.. n tis time i realli realli promise u tat i wun do tat again.. i'll fixed ur broken heart.. piece by piece.. i'll never leave u.. n dun ever leave mi too.. n i'll not look down on myself.. will have more confidence de.. wun waste the efforts u put in for mi.. i'll treasure u.. thanx for lovng mi n giving mi the chance to b able to stay in ur arms again.. without u, i realli dunnoe how m i goning to pass my difficult times..... wo ai ni.. yong bu fen li.. muackz....*
alriteyz.. now for the actual post of the dae.. well yesterdae nite i went LiqUiD rOom with sharon n gang n oso hubby n his frends.. hmmm.. actually kind of looking forward de.. but in the end the entry tix got some probs n we got stranded outside with the long Q.. n its like FULL HOUSE lorz.. can't in n the Q isn't moving too.. got sharon to save mi.. i got the member card(hope i realli do get it.. hahaz..) le.. n with the help of LiqUiD's manager, he got mi, hubby n one of hubby's frend up.. can't get all cos both mi n sharon can onli bring 1 guy(posing as our bfs) up signed by the manager.. well tat's the place where lotz of stuff happened.. all due to my stupid attitude n temper which hurt the person hu is most dear n important to mi.. didn't realli enjoy myself.. haiz~~ hu's fault.. my own...... luckily everything is alrite now.. y??.. cos i have an understanding hubby.. the best-est hubby ever.. muackz..
woke up early tis morning.. cos going to sUntEc citY's IT faiR to walk walk with hubby n his frends.. last minute, his frends got stuff on so we went ourself.. IT faiR got lotz of things sia.. i wanted to buy an mp3.. but i'm broke.. well.. shall wait den... wanna change my phone again sia.. gonna start saving.. we spent lotz of time looking for a carpark lot to park sia.. was so damn full.. so many pple... geez.. my feet got stepped on lotz of times too.. my poor slippers n feet.. after the IT faiR, hubby drove mi to eat my fav zhu chang fen.. ate the prawn one todae.. yummyz.. n i ate ming xia jiao(fried prawn dumplings) too.. muackz hubby..
mi.. stupid looking isn't it.. wakekez..
acting cute inside hubby's car... =)
the ming xia jiao (fried orawn dumplings).. =) yummyz~~
came back to hUbby's hOusE after eating.. fell asleep soon after.. tired mahz.. mei ban fa.. jus woke up n bathe not long ago.. gonna end here le.. hubby waiting for mi to eat dinner.. tataz~~
..::..LoviNg-ya-sO-mUcH..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, March 11, 2006
::~faRkinG bitCh!!~::
oh ya.. forgot to add something.. i dun understand wad farking things i did to make tat bitch say all those stuff.. i take my own initiative.. dun need ur dirty bitch mouth to tell mi to..
*to xian: ger.. i can't hold it much longer.. all i could do is jus to add this damn entry.. try to find out y i added tis entry.. u r smart enough to know y.....*
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~5tH mOntH + + +..~::
hmmm.. a couple of daes didn't blog again.. well jus briefly update a little lorz..
yesterdae is the 10th.. so hubby n mi celebrated our 5th month together.. how time flies.. hahaz.. hubby came over to fetch mi in the evening lidat.. went to ciNeLeisUrE ti eat.. den went over to hEerEn to walk walk.. saw some clothes tat i wan to buy sia.. but now budget.. mus save up.. cannot buy.. saw an adidas sling bag.. wanted to buy it soooo much.. haiz.. i'll try to control myself bahz.. after walking some more, went to seLegiE there to eat beancurd.. so long nv eat le.. yummyz~~
the seLegiE bEancUrd stOrE..
my beancurd n nuo mi fan.. =)
hubby n mi.. muackz~~ ^-^
after tat, we went over to maRiNa sOutH to play arcade.. den off back to hUbBy's hOusE le.. btw, happy 5th monthsary ya hubby.. muackz~~ =)
as for todae.. hmmm.. woke up at 11+am to get ready.. cos hubby driving mi to maLaysia todae to eat bah kut teh n walk walk oso.. =) left hOusE at around 12+pm.. everything was rather smooth.. no jam on the way there.. ate the bah kut teh.. was so nice.. been a long time since i last ate it.. yummyz~~~ =D after eating, went to hoLidaY pLaza to walk walk.. bought a number of dvds n games.. save money mahz.. dun always watch movie.. kekez.. came back at around 4+pm lorz.. had quite some fun though.. =) posting some of my zhi lian photos on my way to maLaysia.. kekez.. =P
inside the car waiting to clear the customs.. =)
acting cool with hubby's sunglasses.. =P
trying to act cute.. bleahz~~ i noe i'm cute.. =P
hehez.. so zhi lian of mi rite.. haiz~~ been so insecure nowadaes.. can't u jus give mi a little more attention.. treat mi a little more different from others.. give mi a little more initiative as compared to others.. i'm jus so depressed.. i kept saying things tat r not meant to b said.. m i killing myself instead.. wad m i doing.. i jus dun wanna lose u to ani body else.. ending here.. gonna go get ready le.. going have dinner with hubby.. den tonight most prob will b clubbing bahz.. jus hope i wun do anithing wrong.. haiz~~
..::..juS-a-LittLe-mOre-LovE-fRom-yOu..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
::~waD m i tHinKing aBoUt..~::
well.. blogging again.. sChOoL is as sucky as before.. more sucky now though.. since some stuff has happened.. if u wanna bitch with mi, i'll do the same.. finished class rather early.. but rotted in the lab a little before leaving.. went to the carpark to take photos of the yellow EvO in my sChOoL.. i'm so happy i saw it again.. now i wanna noe who's the owner.. if he's a young driver, gonna ask for a ride.. kekez.. =p
the back view
the side view
the front view
nice rite.. hahaz.. =) after tat went to taMpiNeS meet hubby.. den hubby drove us to pLaza siNgapUra to watch Underworld: Evolution (M18).. its nice.. a little gross too.. =P after buying the yics, went to yoshinoya to eat.. n i got tis toy from buying the meal.. its sooooo cute lorz..
the pig pig toy from yoshinoya.. cute~~
there are 4 designs.. =) gonna collect them all..
hubby holding the toy.. so cute again.. ^-^
mi with the toy.. =D
after the movie, den hubby drove us back le.. haiz~~ had a little tiff jus now.. =( hope everything is alrite.. i'm realli sori.. went to prepare with my presentation for tml.. hope everything goes well too..
haiz.. been realli stressed up with lotz of stuff.. affecting my moods lotz.. changing mi into a different person.. i jus wanna b mi.. n mi onli.. b good to my hubby n nobody else.. i'll fan xing tonite n be good tml.. tat's all.. niteyz~~
..::..pEacE..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
::~saD tHinGs..~::
haiz.. for the whole dae todae i wasn't in a veri good mood.. so many things happened from tis morning till now.. early morning received a bad news.. dun tink i'll mention here.. why does everything have to happen this way.. haiz~~~
afternoon went to cLeMenti with hubby to make his leg.. poor thing.. now got "pig leg" le.. den went back to mY hOuse cos i wanna put some stuff.. sit sit n see my last time photos.. memories flooded back.. i realli miss the good old times.. the times wen i'm realli smiling n laughing with my heart.. at times i realli feel so pathetic.. shouldn't have made the decision to stay in sinGapOre then..... well, the decision to stay was made n i'm suffering now.. wtf.. i cause myself to suffer.. how nice.. at times i realli wonder.. m i realli too good.. tat's y i'm always being taken for granted.. who has the answers.. heaven knows~~~~
was watching the results for campus superstar jus now.. luckily renfred was in.. *phew* he's so cute.. hahaz.. =) guess i have to know more pple to regain my old self back.. posting some photos below.. tml most prob going for movie with hubby.. he'll b driving.. i hope nth goes wrong.. cos i know my moody swings r back.. tat's all.. byez~
hubby jus woke up onli.. with stitch.. =) so cute..
the ladybird chocolates my sis bought.. =D
..::..stResS-oUt..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, March 06, 2006
::~fRanK's 21sT biRtHdaE..~::
hmmm.. blogging here again.. well.. will have a little more photos posted tis time.. kekez~~ let's start with wad happened on saturdae..
well.. frank is celebrating his 21st bdae on sat.. so in the early afternoon, hubby drove mi to tOwn to meet apple n jamie to buy the prezzie.. hehez.. these r wad we bought..
$50 hEeReN sHoPs vouchers, 4 condoms n a monkey keychain.. =P
den off to fRank's hOusE aRea for the celebration.. saw alot of long time no c bros.. hahaz.. was so fun... more photos below.. =)
the cake.. =D
frank with his 21st year old cake..
mi.. taken at the playground..
apple n mi..
hubby n mi.. =)
jamie n apple..
den at nite at around 9pm lidat, we left n hubby drove mi, apple n jamie down to pLaza siNgapUra to check out my adidas bag.. was so glad tat the shop isn't close.. but.... they dun have a new piece for mi.. so the shop assistant reserved a piece for mi at ciNeLeisuRe.. so chiong down to collect it.. so ladies n gentlemen..... i got my adidas bag le.. with half the amount contributed by my beloved hubby... thanx.. muackz~~ =D
the adidas bag before unwrapping.. =)
after opening the adidas bag.. =D
the price tag of the adidas bag... oooo... veri ex rite.. =x
after buying it, went to sHi Lin taiwaN sNaCks to eat.. yummyz.. after tat, met up for a short while with sharon.. chatted a little.. ger.. sori for not going to LiqUiD rOom with you.. next week den we chill out okz.. =) den we walked back to pLaza siNgapUra de aRcaDe to play games.. we played the new mario racing game.. so cute n funny.. a little hard to control too.. after a few more racing games, hubby sent apple n jamie back den off to hUbBy's hOusE le.. =)
as for todae.. went to cLeMenti S11 to have our mee hoon kway.. den off to NIE.. cos hubby playing vball todae.. i played a little as well.. guess i improved a little too.. =) after training, hubby drove over to fetch his frends den went to bEdOk 85 there to eat.. so full.. xD den came back to hUbBy's hOusE le lorz..
well.. tat's all for todae.. gonna go take care of my hubby le.. he injured himself during training todae.. my poor hubby.. =( haiz~~ feeling a little guilty.. will do all i can to help him.. guess i wun b going sChOoL tml le.. pei hubby go c doc make his leg.. tataz~~
..::..i-LovE-yOu-mY-cUtE-cHoU-chOu-cHonG-cHoNg..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Sunday, March 05, 2006
::~bLoG sOnG LyRiCs..~::
hehez.. got the lyrics for my blog song le.. =) thanx to hubby.. muackz~~
站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
in my heart we'll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念
都对你说
Sa rang he yo(我爱你) means i love you
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
Sa rang he yo(我爱你) 只对你说
i will love you and forevermore
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你
oh baby i will love you because
我都属于你
i oso like tis song..
灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话一句话
掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, March 04, 2006
::~nEw bLoG sOnG~::
hehez.. i changed my blog song le..
change to:
Sa Rang He Yo , 只对你说
by 林俊杰
it's soooo nice.. love it.. hehez... shall look for the lyrics n post it up soon.. =)
jus finished the fried rice hubby fried.. yummyz~~ muackz.. ^-^
tml is frank's bdae celebration.. meeting apple n jamie in the early afternoon to buy his prezzie..
n i'm going to get my aDiDas baG tml... yeah!!!~~~ =D
tataz~~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
::~wHy~::
blogging again.. nth to do.. let's start with yesterdae..
went to sChOoL for cdp.. but in the end its cancelled.. den took bus to wEst cOasT paRk for the admin bonding session thingy.. sat at maC cafE to drink a little.. took some photos with xian.. shall post them below.. everything was quite fine.. n we won the consolation prize n best cheer(for top 5)... hahaz.. all tibits onli.. nth special.. went to giNza myself after tat.. den off to hOme le.. haiz~~ i got rashes yesterdae.. so sad... jus hope they'll b gone soon.. a little itchy though.. argh~~ den at nite hubby came to fetch mi go eat.. den after reaching hubbY's hOusE, i almost immediately fall asleep.. too tired le mahz.. can't help it.. =P
at maC cafE..
waiTinG.....
mi after the games...
as for todae.. well.. nth interesting.. meet hubby den went to KaKi to play vball.. finally i played todae.. now leg a bit pain le.. mus b the side effects.. den after vball didn't eat.. took bus with alan they all back.. now a little hungry though.. but dun feel like eating.. lost all the appetite le.. laugh alot in the bus lorz.. played with the hanging cards hanging in the bus.. omg.. hahaz.. =P
hubby with so many "hanging cards"... can't realli c mi.. bleahz~~ =P
well nth else to blog abt le.. onli tat i jus can't understand some stuff.. haiz~~ forget it bahz.. sae le oso lidat.. dun sae is the best.. hiding everything inside my heart might do good.. or should i change from being a nicey-nicey ger to a evil one.. i jus wish tat i can hate pple.. argh~~!! tat's all for todae.. byez~
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Thursday, March 02, 2006
::~F**KeD-uP~::
well.. here i m blogging again.. as usual.. how m i feeling now.. i dunnoe... all in a mess.. jus talk abt wad happened todae bahz..
didn't go to sChOoL.. too lazy.. n sChOoL's boring.. had breakfast with hubby todae.. den went hOme.. did some stuff den took a nap.. after the nap, went to meet hubby at his sChOoL.. i waited 1hr for him lorz.. cos he actually told mi he'll finish early de.. but in the end, its the usual time tat he finishes.. i'm realli not angry at all hubby.. i'm jus tired from rotting.. cos i have been feeling a little sick nowadaes.. so my mood will change veri fast.. sori if i treated u badly todae.. realli didn't mean it.. after tat, hubby drove mi n alan to KaKi there to eat den went for vball le.. i saw tis cute mini car at the carpark..
the mini carcute rite.. hahaz.. i didn't play vball todae.. cos i'm still recovering.. took photos there oso..
my precious hubby biting on the towel which looks like a bun n posing for mi to take photo.. so cute.. muackz~~ =)
mi.. nothing to do.. so took photo lorz.. =P
after KaKi, hubby drove back to aNg mO kiO S11 to eat.. i was like chatting on the phone wen he's eating lorz.. kekez.. sori.. well.. although i got more to blog, but doubt i wanna type ani more le.. tired.. gonna sleep le.. tml still need to go to wEst cOasT paRk for some stupid bonding thingy.. so lame lorz.. bond for wad sia.. aniwaes.. tataz..
..::..F**CkeD-uP-iN-a-F**KeD-uP-wOrLd..::..
pOstEd bY: sHaN-shaNz
