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Sunday, May 28, 2006
::~x-meN 3~::
hmmm.. after n aggressive entry yesterdae, i'm going easy on my bloggie tis time.. well.. watched x-men 3 at pLaza sinGapUra yesterdae.. had a serious quarrel.. haiz~~~ sadz!! inside the theater worst.. pple took our seats.. dun wanna blame them.. cos they booked the wrong timing.. mus blame the person tearing the tics.. idiots lorz.. nv check the timing n date jus tear n let other pple in... arghh!! den worst.. the couple sitting on our seats sae we take the seats beside them cos they sat down le n ask us to sit on the seats they r surpossed to b sitting.. omg!! wad's tis man.. i booked the exact center seats.. they r good.. if they take our seats, wad for i book tics.. waste money.. i insisted changing back... its the principles lorz.. damn the pple who spoil my mood!! but the show was nice.. at least i understand the whole show.. love it.. hmmm.. onli reached back hUbby's hOusE tis morning.. haiz~~ todae spent my dae sleeping n eating.. now dunnoe wad else to do.. hubby is napping.. so lonely.. sobz~~ haiz.. tat's all for the dae..
..::..i-nEeD-a-LittLe-moRe-LovE..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, May 27, 2006
::~faRk!!!!~::
fark sia!!!! everything is not going according to planned!!!! i'm SICK of everything!!!!!!!!!
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, May 26, 2006
::~tirEd...~::
hmmm.. back at hUbBy's hOusE from TP.. hmmm.. kind of tired now.. been having lotz of nightmares n sleepless nights lately.. haiz~~ dunnoe wad's happening to mi.. arghh!!!! i'm jus so sick of everything.. i'm so stressed!!!! hearing all sorts of things while blogging.. i'm jus stressed!!!! how i looked forward to watching the movie once.. but now.. after hearing so many things, no mood at all.. jus wanna go club, drink n pour everything out... weekdaes cannot go out till late i understand.. todae's movie is can't help it den watch so late de lorz.. u tink i wan arz.. i oso scare to go out with you till so late le lorz.. its due to ur friendly match lorz.. i tink i dun wanna spend so much time with you le lorz... having to face so much problems going out with u... omg!!! go out with mi realli tat xing ku mehz.. i jus wan a normal life style lorz.. able to go out late on weekends..... if u r damn tired, den forget abt going out.. i'm jus sooooo stressed!!!!! with everything happening.... argh!!!!!! hope i'm still in the mood to watch x-men 3 later...... haiz~~~
..::..siCk-oF-eVeRytHinG..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, May 22, 2006
::~waD a daE..~::
here m i blogging again.. back at hUbBy's hOusE after his training at sPans todae.. well.. guess he had lotz of fun.. my skills r deproving... arghh!!! hate my skills now.. so damn lousy.. yuckz~~ after hubby's training, hubby drove mi to tOmsOn there to eat my fav prata.. hehez.. ate so bomb prata todae again.. yummyz~ yesterdae lehz.. nth actually went our way.. y.. wanna eat marche at hEerEn but its renovating.. in the end ate wad.. yoshinoya.. hahaz.. drastic diff rite.. wanna watch a movie.. no movie to watch.. either the tics r sold out or the shows we dun wanna waste $9.50 watching.. hmmm.. in the end.. went to taKasHimaYa find my beloved apple.. waited for her to finish work den went over to sELegiE to eat beancurd.. after beancurd, hubby drove mi to tHe catHay to walk around.. hmmm.. nth there.. shall watched a movie there next time bahz.. had a tiff on where to go n wad to do.. haiz~ hate it wen we had tiffs... went to LiquiD rOom.. cos my frends r there.. got my frend to sign hubby up.. so he dun need to pay.. cos its like 1+am wen we reach lorz.. no point paying 20 bucks for 2hrs lorz.. little things happened after clubbing again.. in the end everything was quite fine.. n off we went to eat bah kut teh.. hmmm.. not as nice compared to last time.. *regrets* den went back after tat.. 4+am almost 5am den reached back arz.. hahaz.. alrite lahz.. gotta go bathe n rest le.. tml waking up early.. =)
..::.shOuLd-i-oR-shOuLd-i-nOt..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Saturday, May 20, 2006
::~gOing oUt sOon..~::
hmmm.. blogging at hUbBy's hOusE now.. jus woke up not too late ago.. y lehz.. cos yesterdae went out see cars, rounding or outing.. hmmm.. wadever the guys call it, till tis morning almost 5am den come back.. tat's y sleep till now lorz.. yesterdae was alrite onli.. nth much interesting.. onli tat hubby saw his fav evo n i saw my fav subaru.. after eating late supper at jaLan KayU, came back le lorz.. hmmm.. later will b going to tOwn to eat maRchE!!!! hehez.. my first time there.. *oppz* hope the food suits my taste lorz.. after tat dunnoe wad to do le.. movie?? shopping?? clubbing?? hmmm.. speaking of clubbing, yesterdae i forgo zOuk n mOs jus bcos of vball... in the end, on the way tat time alan sae nobody was there so... haiz~~ sianz half lorz...... frankly speaking, i'm in a lost rite now.. i dunnoe wad to do lorz.. should i let go.. lidat u'll have no stress.. haiz~~ no matter wad, i jus wanna have fun for these 3 daes.. till monday den i shall see wad to do.. i jus feel tat i'm not suitable for u.. b it education status.. family status.. lotz of things.. i tink wo pei bu shang ni..... haiz~~ alrite.. shall blog soon.. perhaps with photos loaded.. c whether i'm lazy a not lorz.. gonna go get ready.. tataz~~
..::..sHouLd-i-Let-gO..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, May 19, 2006
::~piGgy~::
blogging again.. i've been such a piggy these daes.. sleep late n wake up late.. omg~~ tat's so unhealthy for mi lorz.. n its been so damn long i've last touch the vball to keep myself fit.. everydae is jus sleep, eat, go out, den eat n sleep again for mi.. if not will b sleep, eat, watch tv, read magazines.. see.. lidat will fat a not.. arghh~~ cannot.. gonna play vball tml.. to burn off the excess fats.. if not fat le nobody wan den die arz.. ha!
jus came back after accompanying hubby to have our late dinner.. nth to do so use the com lorz.. yesterdae lehz.. went out with the gers.. although was a short dae out to tOwn.. cos mi n apple late.. let jamie waited for so long lorz.. but i got my reason for being late lorz.. went to hEerEn to walk walk a bit den went off to ciNeLeisUre to eat our shi lin xiao chi.. hehez.. we ordered so many many food to munch lorz.. after munching, actually plan to go either LiqUid rOom or zOuk to club n chill de.. but in the end saw apple's frend den off we went to mOmO lorz.. the music was quite ok there.. but too bad i'm wearing heels.. can't dance properly.. reached hOme at 3+-4am lidat.. den slept till afternoon lorz... wad a piggy i m... alrite lahz.. gonna end here... dunnoe wad's in my plans for tml till sunday.. shall plan.. actually going mOs with xian de.... but..... i'm so sori... next saturdae confirm will give face de ya... tat's all.. tataz~~
..::..waD's exaCtLy bOthErinG mi..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
::~hmmMm..~::
firstly.. congrets to my dear hubby.. cos his net is okz le.. which is good for both mi n him.. why.. cos he can do his work n i can surf.. hehez..
hmmm.. lotz of things happened these few daes again.. haiz~~ my bad temper is solely at fault.. haiz~~ had been bullying hubby for so many daes.. making him sad n angry.. i will control de.. tat's something i'm gonna do for sure.. n i will remember wad u had done for mi but not ani other pple...... i'm purely sorry...... =(
well.. went to siM Lim sQuarE todae.. walk walk shop around to buy hubby's stuff for the internet.. i wanna get an mp3 todae de.. but.... haiz~~~ wanna save more n get my ipod.. at least i'll love it longer den ani ordinary player.. i noe its ex.. but i'll save up.. no more clubbing.. lesser shopping.. hmmm.. hope i can do tat.... cos i realli wanna cancel more things off my long wish-list.. =P went back to hUbbY's hOusE to eat dinner.. n tadaz.. i'm here blogging again.. hmmm... alrite lahz.. gotta go bathe le.. tml swimming with my dear xian.. hehez.. =)
..::..i-siMpLy-nEeD-yOu..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Friday, May 12, 2006
::~oH mY......~::
here m i blogging.. with a shattered mi blogging, i doubt i'll blog something nice.... hmmm.. sppnt my 7th month with him 2 daes ago.. with a complicated status though.. we had fun.. n i watched poseidon le.. veri nice.. its worth spending my time booking the tics.. hehez.. hmmm.. after tat we were alrite de.. till yesterdae.. i doubt i'll mention much but..... i jus dunnoe whether i should stay with you to provide u the support u needed.. the smiles u wanted to c from mi...i wanted to.... but todae u have been showing mi tat u r perfectly fine already.. dun need mi le.. seems like u've accepted the fact.. is it...... haiz~~ i jus feel so shattered.. r u still with mi a not... jus tell mi wad should i do... wad decision should i make.. i'm lost..... haiz.. gonna end here.. dunnoe wad else to blog abt le.. later should b meeting him for dinner bahz.. suddenly feel like playing a little bit of vball.. hahaz... tataz~~
..::..i-rEaLLi-dO-LovE-yOu-stiLL..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
::~teLL mE waD sHouLd i dO..~::
hmmm.. another so many daes without blogging again.. been too lazy to blog.. how i spend my daes without school nowadaes.. go out, rot, go out, rot... same routine everydae.. ha.. waiting for the job person to call mi.. i hope i'll b able to work soon.. cos i wan to have more money to buy new stuff.. i wanna complete my wish list.. hahaz.. n by working, i wun have so much time to tink abt so much things.. jus spend my life working.. last saturdae went to LiqUiD rOom with xian.. finally we r clubbing together for the first time.. officially lahz.. hahaz.. had quite a bit of fun though isn't it although we saw somebody we dun wanna c at all.. n its my first time using my liquid room member's card officially too.. took the card for so long le den start using.... as for tml, i dunnoe whether m i going out with him a not.. still considering at the moment.. thursday would b bringing my mama out for a feast.. at some hong kong cafe at taKasHimaYa.. cos mother's dae coming mahz.. shall treat her go eat something nice.. although i noe i'm not rich now.. but its the thought tat counts rite.. nowadaes been having lotz of quarrels n arguements.. i realli wonder wad's happening.. can't we jus have a nice n peaceful relationship.. m i at fault.. m i the one who kept giving u all the attitudes n problems... didn't i give in to u too.. didn't i put in the effort to show u i tried.. u noe mi.. i'm lazy to wake up early in the morning n i hated going out in the afternoon.. but i put in the effort.. i compromised.. go out for breakfast with u on thursdaes mornings, made breakfast for u on fridae mornings n going out as early at 1+-2pm on weekdaes if we r going out.... i'm trying.. n i noe u tolerated with mi too.. but i'm jus stupid.. i keep falling even though u kept pushing mi up.. i give up so easily now.. i'm trying to find my old self back.. but i need lots of time n tolerance.. lots of understanding.. a few times is not enough.. i'm slow in doing things.. i jus need time.. if u face pressure, i m too.. its jus tat u dun noe.. i didn't sae cos i dun wanna give u more burdens to carry.. at time i jus wanna give up everything.. give up u, give up my frends, give up my family n simply fly overseas.. escaping from all these chaos.. giving up once n for all.. n stop standing up.. live life as it is n stop caring for pple.. jus tell mi wad should i do.. fix up the poor mi.. haiz~~ if nothing goes wrong, its our 7th month todae.. i dunnoe whether is it still a 7th month which belongs to us.... i'll stop here.. my head is getting heavier... n my nose is killing mi.. i'm sick~~ arghh!!
..::..yOu-aRe-evErytHinG-tO-mi..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
..::..yOu-aRe-evErytHinG-tO-mi..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz
Monday, May 01, 2006
::~sO maNy daEs n sO LittLe timE..~::
haiz.. quarrel jus now again... sadz~~ dunnoe y can't i jus give in.. n stop being so hard.. haiz~~ i jus can't stop blaming myself.. i jus dunnoe how to express myself well wen i'm facing u.. haiz~~ i'm so sorry.. =(
these few daes had been going out.. went to hUbbY's hOusE on friday nite after vball at KaKi.. as usual.. finally the weekend is here.. can pei hubby through the whole weekend le.. saturdae went to jUrOng sWimmiNg cOmpLex to swim swim play play with hubby.. hahaz... had fun.. =) after tat went eat my fav zhu chang fen.. den watched The Wild at pLaza siNgapUra with hubby.. so funny lorz.. "i'm so cuddlely, i like you..." wahahahaz.. =D den went seLegiE eat beancurd.. so long nv eat le.. yummyz~~ den went back to hUbbY's pLacE after tat..
sunday went to sEntOsa with apple, jamie, shu yi, jing peng, chong lin n shu wei.. n we r late as usual.. but not the last tis time.. finally.. hahaz~~ play play play until 6+pm den leave.. bathe le went to meet hubby's brothers.. cos his buddy came back to singapore.. after tat, went to bEdOk 85 to eat.. den after a round of driving, went to some cOuntRy cLuB cos hubby they all playing billard.. i helped by calculating the points lorz.. hmmm..
now nth to do.. dunnoe going out a not oso.. hmmm.....
..::..i'M sOrRy..::..
pOstEd bY sHaN-sHanz