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Tuesday, December 30, 2008
..wEird tiMinGs..
well.. basically its a weird timing early in the morning now.. hmmm.. been a good girl.. stayed at home.. reading my twilight storybook.. addicted to it.. i'm like done with 3/4 of the book already.. think i'm gonna get the second book real soon.. i'm kinda excited now.. cos will b heading to MALAYSIA with the bartenders tml or should i put it this evening.. to eat, shop n drink.. have yet to pack my stuff.. gotta bring my uniform with me.. cos most prob heading to work straight aftermath.. its NEW YEARS EVE.. so i guess there's gonna b lots of peepos.. hope it won't b busy though.. i guess it might b a few days later before i update again.. getting really busy.. small trip, work, club n celebrating MY BIRTHDAY.. =)
find the wordings behind my zouk mitten kinda interesting.. shall quote them here.. i guess that can be my resolution for 2009.. =D
1: I will not SHOP ON IMPLUSE again, ever.
2: I will make enough MONEY to PAY FOR my CRAZY SHOPPING NEEDS.
3: I will SMILE more and BOTHER less.
4: I will finally get my "APPROVAL FOR DRIVING".
5: I will quit ZOUK, start A PROPER HIGH EARNING JOB, and eat REGULARLY.
6: I will go to NEW ZEALAND and JAPAN.
7: No more SKIPPING lunches and WEIRD TIMINGS FOR dinners.
8: I want to meet A NICE BOYFRIEND and bring HIM OUT to my FAVOURITE PLACES.
9: I will try to make time for ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ROMANCE.
hahahaz.. fun isn't it.. basically its like fill in the blanks kinda thing.. so the blue words were the given words.. yellow are the ones i filled in.. =) of cos its subjected to changes.. n i hoped i can fulfil them as well.. as for quitting zouk, it might b hard.. hahahahaz.. for boyfriend part, i shall start hunting around.. =D
alrighty.. shall hereby wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR n may everything go on smoothly in the year 2009.. n also a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to myself.. =)
*i'll see YOU* later.. i'll b INTOXICATED by YOUR* presence for sure......*
Labels: malaysia, my birthday, new year 2009
Saturday, December 27, 2008
..fEstivE sEasOn..
alright.. i know this blog is growing lotsa moulds.. hahahaz.. this will be a super uber long entry n i've decided to skip all peektures cos there's lots of them.. can view at my facebook though.. here it goes.. =)
21st december 2008 (sunday)
met up with KHAI n MYRA first in BALCONY.. n since its a sunday.. its no surprise seeing zouk staff.. GIANT, HAIRIL n FREDA was there too.. soon, COLIN arrived.. chatting away n suddenly someone appeared.. GOLDEN!! hahahaz.. thought who asked him sia.. but he said he is here with KELVIN CHEW n JINTONG.. of cos took many funny peektures.. change of location to SWENSONS to eat n chat after finding BALCONY too crowded.. hahaz.. after which, walked down all the way to BOAT QUAY to meet up with the others.. lots of them.. LYN, PIN, KEITH n OTHER FLOOR STAFF.. first was SHE BANG n then to CANTO ROCK.. had like 3 bottles of martell there.. of cos all of us went crazy dancing n laughing the night off.. passed HIM* his birthday present like finally too.. that was only after i drank.. not in a very extreme sober state of mind though.. hahahahaz.. at least like that i won't feel so shy.. supper aftermath then home.. n the most funny slogan of the night was: SIAL PNYK GEMOK!! (don't know correct spelling a not) everyone roars in laughter when someone says this phrase lahz.. =D it was indeed a FUN-FILLED night..!!
22nd december 2008
decided to rot at home today since last minute i wasn't working.. damn tired lorz.. ended up in ZOUK for the underage party with JOYCE, RONG AN, JEREMY, FIRDIAN n ALFIAN.. brought my SIS along too.. it was boring lahz.. mayb cos it was an underage party.. supper at TONG SHUI, chatted n home after which..
23rd december 2008
christmas shopping with my dearest JOAN ONG.. =) some miscommunications so i ended up waiting for 2 hours for her.. went to SHUGAR to look for ESH.. chatted while waiting for JOAN.. she said i slimmed down alot.. happy lahz can.. =) had dinner at LONG JOHN SILVER together n chatted lots.. planned to attend ARMIN VAN BUUREN at ZOUK on the 9 jan.. die also gonna take off lahz.. =) went to SINGTEL SHOP cos JOAN is getting iphone for JASON for his christmas n borthday prezzie.. i shopped lots too.. n the most sway thing was.. i lost my bro's prezzie.. i bought a monopoly for him n i left it in the washroom.. some freaking kido girl mus have took it according to JOAN.. =( moolas flew away... damn the girl.. *cursing: may your hands rot man..!!* headed to CINELEISURE.. saw zouk staff again.. bought tickets for the movie Twilight.. dine at HK CAFE before it starts.. JASON'S face was beaming with happiness when he received the iphone from JOAN lahz.. feel happy for them too.. =) n i bought a nice majolica majoca glitter eyeliner for my dearest JOAN as her xmas gift.. =D Twilight was good.. love the movie.. =) i hate peepos who are unappreciative when they receive presents.. make the giver damn sad.. =( that was what happened to me.. hahahaz.. JASON sent me home after the movie.. =)
24th december 2008
its CHRISTMAS EVE!! worked.. n i work cos got double pay mahz.. hahahaz.. i received presents too.. million thanks to those i've received from.. i felt loved!! hahaz.. =D nothing special.. not busy at all surprisingly.. boring in fact.. n i wasn't asked to stay back initially.. n out of no where i was stationed at bar 5 without being asked whether i want a not.. so i missed supper at HAPPY VALLEY with the firs group of peepos.. =( but still suppered with KHAI, RENI, LI MEI, XIN LIN n JIDAN after work at TIONG BARHU MARKET.. chatted, laughed n home was next..
25th december 2008
its CHRISTMAS!! no date for the first time.. single.. hahahaz.. so sleep till i happy then wake up.. mus have enough energy for clubbing at night.. chatted on the phone with DOMINIC n MICHELLE.. persuaded JOAN to join in too.. so after rotting till i'm happy again.. got ready n cabbed down with MICHELLE.. picked JOAN up on the way too.. n i finally received my xmas present from her.. the TWILIGHT STORYBOOK.. sooooo happy lahz.. =D reached DBL O at 10plus pm.. lots of them were already there.. peepos present were: MENG HUA, YEW FEI, DOMINIC, YONG CHUN, JOYCE, RONG AN, SOPHIA, CHERYL, CERE, MICHELLE, JOAN, JINTONG, LORRINNA, KERWIN, CALVIN, 2 JONATHANS, JEREMY, CHENEY, KELVIN CHEW, KEN, EDDIE, ANDY, XIN LIN, 2 FADS, ZASON, ARVIN, VEEJAY.. man.. these are the peepos that i clearly remembered.. damn alot lorz.. its like a mini zouk staff party.. these are only the bar side peepos.. n its not all.. i have yet to include the floor staff, cashiers n security peepos.. damn happening lahz.. drink lots too.. i was like hugging everyone in my super high state.. taking photos all the way.. hahahaz.. the kick really came when i drank tequila pop, jagerbomb n vodka neat straight without resting.. thanks to EDDIE.. hahaz.. so headed to the dance floor with LORRINNA to dance the alcohol off.. off to CANTO ROCK again after DBL O closes.. drag here n there.. n i discovered many peepos that i don't talk to usually were actually quite nice n different from work.. =) opened another martell again.. da with YEW FEI don't know how many glasses.. it feels like i'm training for my birthday so i won't get drunk man.. suppered at S-11 CLEMENTI with MICHELLE, ARVIN n VEEJAY aftermath.. i had fun again but its kinda sad without seeing *YOU......
26th december 2008
went to work with a freaking hang over.. it makes me freaking frustrated through the night.. nothing amazing happened.. suppered at JURONG WEST with ALAN, DOMINIC, ZASON, COLIN n A SECURITY GUARD(sorry i forgot his name) after work..
27th december 2008
worked like again.. but today there's a guest dj.. FERRY CORSTEN!!!!!! too bad i couldn't take off.. it was damn crowded lahz.. i went over to listen for a while during my break.. it was good!! been quite emo today.. so i spent part of my break reading my storybook too.. addicted to it man.. didn't expected my side to b busy.. but i was wrong.. late crowd again.. damn the customers.. idiot.. keep changing orders.. think i very free is it.. got slammed by mixer jugs on my elbow too.. damn painful.. its swollen now.. arghh!! it jus wasn't my day.. had bah kut teh as supper with JOYCE, CHERYL, ASH, KAI LIN, YONG CHUN, COLIN, KERWIN n LI MIN.. laughed loads man.. disturbing one another.. =D accompanied JOYCE to HARBOUR FRONT before heading back myself..
as for yesterday i rotted the entired day at home.. sleep eat, sleep n read.. hahahaz.. woke up early today.. n jus had my early lunch.. later might b meeting JOAN for dinner in the evening.. that's bout all.. its getting uber long.. am looking forward to tml.. cos if nothing goes wrong, should b heading to MALAYSIA with the bartenders.. =) n i'm counting down to my BIRTHDAY.. its only 5 DAYS away!!!!!! to those i've invited, pls get back to me asap yea.. if not i'll b angry.. tataz~~
*should i be glad that i've start to talk lesser n lesser to YOU*......*
Labels: festive seasons
Monday, December 22, 2008
..CONFESSION..
i have a CONFESSION to make..
everything happens for a reason..
i can't help falling for YOU* deeper n deeper..
i can't help falling for YOU* deeper n deeper..
i know its wrong.. it shouldn't happen at all..
i tried talking lesser to YOU*..
but alcohol makes me a bolder person.. only then i wouldn't mind my surroundings n talk, play, dance n even touch YOUR* hand..
gosh.. sometimes i really HATE that i'm falling for YOU*..
n at times i would really like to shout out to YOU*:
"DO YOU* KNOW I LIKE YOU*..?? CAN YOU* PAY A LIL' MORE ATTENTION TO ME..!!"
i'm simply upset now..
i wanna be YOUR* everything..
the person YOU* date, disturb, play, talk n pay attention to..
for now.. i shall keep quiet n let everything fade away......
perhaps the right one will come soon......
*perhaps i shall jus CONFESS to YOU* on my birthday......*
Labels: random confession
Sunday, December 21, 2008
..faLLinG siCk aGain..
jus got back not too long ago again.. received some songs that i've always wanted from JOYCE.. its jus so hard for me to find those trance/house music man.. now got her to send me.. =) so i owe her xing hai shan's hong kong fried mee fen this wed.. hahahahaz.. i'm a happy girl today too.. did my very own first cocktail.. hahahaz.. own concoction.. customer said not bad.. named it as BLUE SERENE.. hahahaz.. a peaceful feeling.. =)
oh ya.. i've received my stuff from fr3b again.. but its normal postage i opt for.. don't like.. =( registered better..
the package i received.. got one big hole at the corner.. =(
luckily the things are still intact.. ordered opti-free lens solution as i've always wanted to tried that.. the other one is cure gel.. don;t what's that.. jus order n try.. hahahaz.. =)
i got this almost gonna fall sick again feeling.. =( sianz.. n i'm not working on monday.. double sianz.. cos not working = no moolas..!! might consider bringing my sis to club then.. hahahaz.. i also don't know what else to blog about le.. shall end here then.. toodles.. =)
*i might see *YOU tonight.. pray uber duper hard..!! =)*
Labels: new cocktail, songs
Friday, December 19, 2008
..tirEd-nEss..
oh well.. jus came back not too long ago from work n supper with dearest JOAN.. so happy to eat supper together lahz.. cos its very rare.. hahahaz.. =) went partying with the 2 Ms (MYRA n MICHELLE) plus many other peepos yesterday (wed) night at ZOUK/PHUTURE.. before that was some light shopping at BUGIS JUNCTION.. =) got MYRA in even though we reached late.. was damn crowded man.. its been so long since i last saw both ZOUK n PHUTURE had the "FULL HOUSE" board outside le.. had fun.. =D i didn't drink much cos was on medication.. medication also = SLEEPY!!!!!! so promised them will drink on my birthday.. n i saw many many friends too.. i really MISS partying lahz!!!!!! took care of the 2 drunkards.. puke on my leg some more.. can tell me its mee hoon n sotong.. gosh!! hahaz.. suan le.. drunk is like that man.. glad i'm sober to take care of them.. =) alrighty.. peektures will tell everything.. i'll put up the nice ones.. cos i'm jus plain lazy.. =P
myra n me.. =)
me, me, me.. =D
acting cute lahz.. XD
us again..
with vintage shades.. *LOVES*=)
that's myra for you.. =D
we took this using timer.. if only the background was a beach.. it'll b picture perfecto.. =)
posing.. =P
i played around with my timer function of my camera.. hereby presenting the below 8 crazy, laugh-any-o-how peektures.. XD
LOVE the lighting of this shot man.. =D
*MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! =D*
the doc says i mus eat.. so here i am eating.. =)
phutured with michelle, kin n fadyll..
michelle, fadyll, me n myra.. =)
first round.. 42-below n apple mixer..
michelle, kin n myra..
opps.. i'm caught drinking..
me, myra, arun, michelle n kin.. =)
half tray of sex on the beach, apple shooters n illusion aka "chap cai ben" (mixed vegetable rice) is drank n arun OC another tray for us.. hahaz.. =D
highness!!!!!!
pee-pee time plus photo taking..
jeremmy n me.. =)
uber red me after jagerbomb n super high them at zouk's mambo jumbo.. =)
high angle.. =)well.. flipping through magazines n seeing postcards n my schedule.. its gonna b damn packed for me.. guest DJs like gareth emery, radio slave n ferry corsten is coming to spin man.. plus xmas n new year's eve is around.. its gonna b damn damn slam!!!!!! should i take off to listen to ferry corsten spin.. hahahahaz.. alrightys.. gotta rest.. reporting at 4.30pm for some conference function later.. toodles.. =)
*wishing *YOU:
誕生日おめでとう
Otanjoubi Omedetou Gozaimasu
hope you'll enjoy yourself.. =)
n i so wanna see *YOU soon......*
Labels: otanjoubi, phutured, work, zouked
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
..GASTRIC SUCKS..
geez.. i've been sleeping too much today.. drifting in n out of sleep.. all due to my stupid gastric.. lil pains started bout a week before zoukout.. i've been having really irregular meals.. n its finally full blown after zoukout on sunday morning.. it was so unbearable till i havta give up my lunch date with JOAN.. ate medicine n rested n it got better at night.. n who knows.. this morning it got worst.. i mean really bad.. its like pain every 30 odd seconds.. i almost died.. no choice gotta see a doc at night.. no drinking for at least a week for me.. hahahahaz.. good.. so i have a reason to avoid drinking.. seeing doc nowadays are so expensive.. so lil medicine already cost me $32.. but health more important.. i HATE having gastric...... =(
oh ya.. i've received the sample i ordered from fr3b again.. its such a cool place man.. only need to pay for postage n its right to your doorstep.. interested in trying this cool website, move your cursor to my advertisments area n click on the fr3b icon.. it'll benefit both me n you.. =)
the registered package that reached my place this afternoon.. =)
the sample i ordered.. a Complete Multi-Purpose Contact Lens Solution.. =D
haiz.. sometimes i wished i could tell YOU* i'm sick today.. remembered YOU* poured milk for me to drink that night cos i was drinking coke after taking my gastric medicine.. i don't wanna ask for more.. seeing YOU* is good enough for me.. i can't help but smile upon seeing YOU* everytime.. perhaps feelings might die down when times go by......
*partying tonight n hopefully i'll see *YOU around.. it'll brighten up my day for sure.. best of luck to *YOU for the "thing" YOU'VE* been busy with later man.. =)*
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
..prE-zOukoUt paRty n zOukoUt..
uh huh.. finally i'm awake enough to start blogging le.. geez.. it was a damn busy n tiring weekend for me man.. gonna b a long entry with truckloads of photos again.. hahaz.. =)
worked on fri for the PRE-ZOUKOUT PARTY.. didn't expect it to b busy at all.. perhaps other outlets were not.. but VELVET was busy for sure.. damn tired lahz.. did closing some more.. reach home at bout 5plus.. slacked till 6plus n went breakfast with my SIS.. after which coma till 12plus pm then wake up.. woke up late lorz.. cos gotta report at 2.30pm.. n i got tons of stuff to pack n buy..
left home at 2pm.. walked over to buy lightsticks.. 100 wrist lightsticks n 10 big ones.. cost me a total of freaking $25 man.. but its a once a year kinda thing.. so its alright as long as i have fun.. its my first ZOUKOUT afterall.. =D cabbed down to ZOUK to gather up with the rest.. last one to reach.. was damn tired lahz.. reached SILOSO BEACH SENTOSA.. picked up some stuff n headed off to our bar.. did opening.. n set up the bar.. took photos.. n went "shopping" n "collecting" after changing to our crew tee shirt.. more photos after that n headed off with JOANNA to collect dinner for the group.. went distributing lightsticks n goodies to other bars too.. =)
after dinner = operation time starts.. well.. expected to have a slow crowd so it won't b busy.. but hell no.. initially everything was slow.. ended up our bar was freaking slam!!!!!! i'm in-charge of the subaru station.. slow but tons of orders came in when i shouted "last call for free flow".. damn cheapo lahz.. hahaz.. n i really mean it.. orders came in bulk ok.. in at least a dozen at one go.. breezers, mixers were all out by 12plus am.. queue lanes increased from 7 to 11.. gosh.. some customers were nice.. others sucks big time.. can't b bothered at all.. i even went to ibt 3 cartons of redbull from bar 5 n carried all the way back.. bottles of water were flying around.. shouting n catching them was fun.. hahahaz.. flaring n doing different stuns.. =D finally get to go visiting other bars at 5plus am.. =) head over to the main arena to listen to above n beyond.. they were good.. but compared to the last time i heard them, this time they didn't spin that well.. everything ended at bout 8am i guess.. pack up.. assist KHAI in closing.. help out in other bars.. waited for transport back to ZOUK n off we go for breakfast.. bah kut teh after a tiring day is damn shiok man.. peepos went were: ME, JOAN, GOLDEN, DAVID, KHAI, COLIN, ALLEN, JINTONG, RENI n YOKE LING..a total of 10 of us lorz.. reached home at 12plus pm n coma all the way man.. was actually meeting JOAN for lunch but i had a super uber bad gastric prob.. so couldn't go in the end.. alrighty.. shall stop typing n start with the photos.. =)
the bag of $25 worth of lightsticks.. =)
joanna n me on board the bus..
us again.. =)
khai n liang wei..
michelle n jing jing..
the drinks menu.. =)
our pre-set up bar..
pre-set up bar 2..
that's me.. =D
liang wei, joanna n me..
setting up in progress..
the mambo n hip-hop arena stage..
all set-up n ready.. =)
kerwin n me..
zoukout 2008 staff wrist band.. =)
full shift group photo 1.. =)
full shift group photo 2.. =)
me n joanna after changing into the crew tee..
liang wei n me..
colin n me.. =D
liang wei n kerwin..
operation starts..
khai n me..
bar 1 ic khai in barblade action..
mavia n me..
joanna, steven, liang wei n i forgot this guy's name..
the 42-below dancers.. hahaz..
joanna, eileen n evelyn..
took this with yuki n evelyn during my jalan jalan time while listening to above n beyond.. =)
khai n me.. after packing.. sun's up..
me, joanna n liang wei..
kerwin n i forgot his name guy..
joan n me 1st shot.. =)
joan n me 2nd shot.. =)
all my goodies.. =D full collection of lanyards n other stuffs..oh ya.. did i mention i got goodies from zouk in my mail box today.. =)
before opening..
opened up.. a care instructions with events lined up behind n a mambo jumbo ho ho ho mitten.. =Dn my dad brought home this lil birdy which dropped down from the tree.. it can't fly yet.. so here it is at my place now..
lil birdy..
cute!!!!that's all.. am feeling hungry again.. go dig for food to munch.. toodles.. =)
*when will i see *YOU again man...... misses lots......*
Labels: pre zoukout party, zoukout 2008