Friday, September 04, 2009
..mY mixEd emOtiOns..
okays.. i've been having very bad moody swings lately.. my mood really swings to the extremes.. gosh.. i hate myself now man.. doing and saying all the things i don't wanna say.. haiz~~
went to LOUIS'S BIRTHDAY CHALET on sunday.. was alright.. drank many many as usual.. monday n tuesday was as usual with HIM.. wednesday was work.. had a jager course before that.. drank jager.. hahahahaz~~ got the jager condom.. work was damn boring.. not much crowd.. did rainbow for the second time but this time wasn't as good as the previous one i did.. shall post the photos up in the next post or mayb put inside facebook instead.. today lehz.. went out with HIM again.. CHINATOWNED with HIM to get some stuff.. after that was movie: I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER in TOWN.. was quite a nice show.. very funny.. =) walked around a lil too.. HE really did try HIS best to make me smile n happy.. but dumb me kept trying to make HIM pissed off n angry.. trying to quarrel with HIM.. am very very insecure nowadays.. i need assurance.. haiz~~~
waiting for my hair to dry then i'll hit the bed le.. tired.. tired from all the mixed emotions n thinking i've had today.. shall try not to think so much n believe in HIM i guess.. i jus need time.. like what YOU'VE always told me.. let time prove everything.. toodles~~
..::..TIME-WILL-PROVE-EVERYTHING..::..
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