hUisHan oR sHan oR sErEna (dEpEndinG oN hOw yOu knOw mE)
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whEthEr i'M SINGLE oR nOt, iT's fOr mE tO knOw anD foR yOu tO finD oUt..
bOrnEd oN thE:
2Nd Of jaNuaRy 1987
stiLL aLivE anD kiCkinG
22 yEaRs oLd
aM a CaPricOrN..
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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
..a yEaR oLdEr, a nEw staRt..
okays.. i know its starting to grow moulds again.. let me start eleborating.. shall skip photos cos i'm lazy..
2nd Jan 2009
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY lahz.. hmmm.. rotted at home.. dressed up n headed out to JURONG POINT CHAPTER 2 to get my hair cut.. i was late as usual.. they are actually closing.. luckily my hairdresser was around.. i was his last customer.. birthday girl is always lucky isn't it.. after which it was to ZOUK/PHUTURE.. =) meet up with SHU YI n walked over together.. i told her over the phone i had no birthday cake this year n she actually took the effort to get one for me despite how late it was.. so sweet of her right.. loves her man.. =D cut the cake with little peepos.. a rather low profile one.. there's SHU YI, MAVIA, JEREMY n ESH.. but of cos i saw many many peepos.. n received loads of wishes b it through sms or from all my colleagues.. its like as though the entire ZOUK COMPLEX knows its my birthday.. =) went in n order a round of drinks from RENI.. BLOW SERENA (change the concoction of BLOWER/BLOWJOB n RENI named it that) n ISLAND IN THE SUN.. not bad lahz.. went out to get APPLE LEE in.. she's like damn damn late lahz.. headed off to PHUTURE next.. danced n saw EDDIE.. was dragged back to WINEBAR n got treated to a DOUBLE FLAMING AK-47 WITH MILK.. damn!! the kick came damn fast lahz.. it was a wild n fun night.. hahahaz.. almost had a fling but...... hahahahaz.. the rest is for me to know.. XD waited for JOAN at the staff gate area for supper.. many saw that i was sober.. which was good.. its amazing i was sober after a night of drinking.. birthday girl some more.. saw HIM* too.. i was like saying hi n HE* shouted yo!.. i asked, "YOU* owe me something lorz.." n HE* replied, "i got send you lorz.." i said never receive n ask HIM* to send again.. HE* said ok n gave the ok signal too.. but...... it was pure disappointment again...... =(
3rd Jan 2009
work with a hangover.. not a very bad one.. relatively awkward experience.. we seldom talk anymore.. lesser conversations.. good also.. but still we helped each other.. some how or rather i can't resist helping HIM*.. this feeling should fade off quite fast bahz.. i did closing n damn the dj.. kept spinning.. damn the customers.. kept ordering one by one.. can't they order all at one go.. n peepos who took order also didn;t inform me what they took.. its a hard time counting n observing what was taken out lorz.. i guarrantee there's gonna b lots of wrong openings on wed.. finally finished at 5.20am.. headed off to supper with RENI, KHAI n JOYCE.. KHAI'S treat.. =) many peepos were there already.. so they went off first leaving COLIN joinning us for the chat till sun's up..
from sunday till today, i rotted at home.. breakfast with mama, shopping, reading, msging, sleeping...... nothing much.. i tried to do many things to keep my mind of YOU*.. later if nothing goes wrong i should b meeting JOAN.. hopefully i get my moolas for shopping.. n bad news.. i might not head to HONG KONG due to some reason.. =(
*its a new start for me.. i'm one year older now.. i mus think before i act.. i'll heed all the advices given by all the LISTENING EARS.. thanks for being by my side n listening to me.. you guys are all i need.. =) right now all i wanna do is.. go back to being friends n only friends with YOU*.. its hard but i believe i can do it..!! relationships are gonna come last cos i wanna concentrate on my job.. i wanna gain back the trust again.. increment n everything.. I WILL WORK HARD!! YOU* are the one n only person i accidentally made a confession to.. i didn't want it to happen.. it spoils our friendship.. but i believe we both are doing a great job pretending nothing had happened.. which is the best for now.. i admit i still miss YOU*.. but it'll go off eventually.. my birthday shall b the last day i receive disappointment from YOU*......*
*可以吗, 让我和你对调..
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉..
知道吗, 你对我多重要..
我不要别人温柔的怀抱..
我不要听不见你的心跳..
连我熟悉的味道, 再也闻不到..
我只要你爱我一次就好..
从前亲密的暗号, 多想再次亲耳听到..
让我暂时的依靠, 那是份张止痛药.. 很快会失效..
你只要再哄我一次就好.. 让我可以很骄傲..
记住我拥有过的好..
我想记住在你怀里的微笑......
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*我可以勇敢的爱, 爱我, 就带我走......
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